How do you fill your free time? I wake up and stare at the screen all day. Sometimes i go out and walk around for an hour but can't find anything to do so I come back to my apartment, open my laptop again. I swear there is nothing to do in this life.

Nightmare

i dont know if it's just what its like to be an adult or lifelong depression but it feels like the moment i became a teenager ive just been unable to enjoy anything

Mainly video games, some reading and outdoor activities aswell

i fantasize about making youtube videos while staring at a wall

>>213028814 (OP)
Vidya, movies, tv shows, anime, books, music, jerking off, going fishing, walking, hunting mushrooms, 4chan, youtube, twitch, cooking, eating, napping and just chilling.
Been a neet for 15 years, never get bored.

>>213029353
that's something

>>213028814 (OP)
Days are actually really fucking long assuming you get 8 hours of sleep and don't spend it all on games + youtube + social media

>>213029353
this, I thought I was the only one

>>213028814 (OP)
it's getting to the point where i feel like i dont deserve free time
i took a part-time job, i start tomorrow
i joined up a group therapy thing, its far away so i have to drive - just something to get me out of the house
i have assignments but i delay them, i hope no longer after this

i hate my life so much, anon

>>213029410
what sort of things do you imagine doing

Listen to 90s Japanese music, mainly those written by T Komuro
Cook French food for myself to practise impressing grills
Ask ChatGPT how to do jobs that I couldn't get at entry-level straight out of college
Look up used German cars online
Look up apartments in relatively upscale part of Tokyo and fantasize living in those
Lament at my coomsoomer antics at the end of the day

>>213029271
Same. It always feels like I should be doing something else.

>>213028814 (OP)
>How do you fill your free time?
I jump on the train and just visit random places, spend my money and then I go home and sleep.
Repeat.

>>213028814 (OP)
I draw sometimes
Most of the time I just sleep or play vidya

Reading
Sometimes I write (bad) poems and essays
I just got into gardening
I also just built an art studio in my shed
Hiking
Fishing
Driving around