Yet another horrible day. I think i'm going to drink some alcohol.
>>213398390 (OP)Don't! Thats how you ruin your life! Don't be Russian!
>>213398535>>213398559i wake up and it's hot and sunny and i pray for an asteroid to hit the planet
At this point I mostly cycle out of distracting myself from existing as I'm doing currently, or letting the pain of existence torture me for as long as I can stand and often beyond that.
I play a few games but it's too little, I do what I must to survive burning through pitiful energy reserves to get through it. It feels like I'm riding a bike in an F1 race, I don't have the horsepower to handle this existence, I don't know who put me in this position or what their goal was, even on my best day I can't manage a whole lap and how many is there in an f1 race? dozens? hundreds? I don't even know that.
>>213398649Because your mother is a dumb cow that laid down and took dick and your father busted his load in side the cow.
>>213398711oh go spiral into your own suicidal depression, you're not even worth moping around