Thread 214259688

I think we as a society need to stop jerking off and start sharing our feelings with one another. No more irony posting, no more gooning, just heart to heart and soul to soul.

>>214259688 (OP)
It's my last year of university and I'm scared I won't find a good job

I could not possibly give less of a shit about your feelings

>>214259688 (OP)
A friend hugged me today and it felt genuine. I haven't been hugged by a friend in a while. It happened because I went back to the town's choir. I went missing for six months. It was nice seeing I was missed.

>>214259688 (OP)
I like eating oatmeal with milk even though it makes my tummy rumble.
>>214259767
Cherish the time you spend with your loved ones, anon. If you feel lonely and miss them, try to visit them. You'll always be loved more than you'll ever know.

I'm 37 and a lifetime of loneliness has started affecting my physical health. I just want to stop existing, I didn't sign up for this ride.

My tummy has been growling all night to the point I find it alarming

>>214259880
Try listening to this daily, anon. It has been helping a lot. I've stopped fantacizing about being tortured and killed.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ymGrSgw0zHU

>>214259715
I hear you, you're rightfully afraid. The job market is probably going to suck ass for a long while, I recommend you find something that's relatively high paying to do every now and then, just in case. I graduated two years ago, and I worked security downtown for 19 an hour while I was trying to get my foot in the door (didn't take an internship, regretted it). It was enough to pay the bills and eat.

>>214259880
That's rough man, I'm still a bit asocial myself, but I've always been able to make acquaintances through work and hobbies. A lot of people are eager to make new connections, I don't know what you're into but maybe see if there's anything in your city you can go to those lines up with your interests. I don't know if you have a mental health thing that makes it harder, but I recommend getting into football or something. The only reason I got into (american) football is because it's such a common conversation topic.

>>214260280
I have no problems with meeting people, but it's always an act, I can't form genuine relationships with anyone.

>>214260340
Well, I can't help with that because I have the same thing going on, but I hope it gets better for you. There's plenty of fish in the sea, just based of numbers alone you're bound to form a connection one day. Like I said, just do more shit. Maybe if you create more genuine passions, you’ll naturally cross paths with people who share that same energy. That's what I'm hoping for at least, everyone loves a worldly person.

>>214260432
My energy is miserable, that's the problem, the people I vibe with are also miserable. I tried to change this for most of my life, but it's just not happening. It's just getting really difficult lately, I've been feeling ill and throwing up randomly recently. Something is off.

>>214260595
Well you're probably dying of food poisoning or something, you should consult a doctor just in case. If you don't have a sickness, it's probably a mental thing. Are you already working out? Ascetism could be cool, living in the forest and being a hippy or something. Do they have bears in Hungary? That's the one thing I'd look out for.

>>214259688 (OP)
I keep doom scrolling even though I know it just makes me miserable and wastes time I could have spent doing things I actually enjoy or are productive

>>214260822
Well, I spent the first two hours I was awake this morning jerking off, which was a complete waste of time because I couldn't even finish. I spent the remaining hour watching cat videos. My advice is to fill your schedule up with so much shit you have to do that you don't get time to doomscroll. Worked for me last year. Hard to spend an hour scrolling off when you need to drive to your mom's house to do yardwork at 8 AM.

>>214260955
I don't know if I ADHD or something but it's really hard for me to concentrate on things. School just started so hopefully I'll be occupied with homework but I'm worried that I'm going to flunk because I failed my last semester and like I said I have trouble concentrating