>>215843279 (OP)
Mom, an alcoholic and batshit insane, had me at 39, and was hellbent on keeping my father out of my life in most vile and jewish ways you can think of.
The levels of retardation and 'tistic behavior in me that always lead to making things worse for myself could keep scientists busy for decades. I'm dysfunctional and dysgenic but no one gives a shit because I am a white man in a matriarchal society. The women in my family receive all the help in the world (and somehow still fuckup).
No one in my family is even remotely successful and all they do is spawning even more retards. We might as well be third world sub-Saharan niggers.
They are the reason why I believe in eugenics and that I will not make this world an even worse place by having children. Hell, I don't even believe that I should be alive, I am an abomination. But I am too much of a coward to kill myself.
I've moved far away from my family and I hope that Putin launches a nuclear bomb on my hometown and wipes out my entire family of alcoholics, drug addicts, and literal prostitutes, effectively raising the national average IQ by 10 full points.