Thread 216585618

Completed a 35 day rehab/detox program in a private psychiatric clinic only to come out with last year's F19 diagnosis (it stated there was an "improvement" this year instead of being "unchanged" last year) and a nonsense F38 diagnosis (Other mood [affective] disorders)

That female psychiatrist who specialises in developmental disorders keeps on insisting that I need to be completely sober for 1 whole year from recreational drugs and most likely alcohol for her to be able to start with my autism diagnosis

Do you trust mental health care professionals in your country?

>>216585618 (OP)
Just paid for a flight to Greece to rape you, be very paranoid

>>216585628
Don't worry I think I'm unfortunately very grounded and I'm not paranoid or psychotic

>>216585618 (OP)
>Completed a 35 day rehab/detox program
Why did you go through that in the first place?

>>216585644
Its a warning

>>216585618 (OP)
Are they still called recreational drugs if you're co.pelled to do them? Wouldn't they be occupational drugs at that point

>>216585618 (OP)
>Do you trust mental health care professionals in your country?
No.

>>216585618 (OP)
you already posted this, retarded midget

>>216585660
I went through that hoping that female psychiatrist would feel comfortable enough with starting to diagnose me with autism or schizoid (probably autism) but she's still like just wait 1 year sober bro I can't do much you need to get all these drugs out of your system kek

I really hate shrinks in my cunt

>>216585716
Shh

>>216585716
But what are your prescriptions?
Mine are;
150mg effexor in the morning (was taking 75mg in the morning and 75mg in the afternoon in the clinic)
300mg gabapentin in the morning, afternoon and night
50mg naltrexone in the afternoon
50mg quetiapine at night
37mg lurasidone at night

That stupid shrink in the clinic put me on 2 different atypical antipsychotics at night for sleep while refusing to put me on wellbutrin like I suggested in combination with an SNRI
>2 different antidepressants for bigger chances of overcoming depression?
Nah
>2 different antipsychotics to become a zombie at night?
Hell yeah

>>216585779
Wow, you'll be so well adjusted once you consume all that medication, you'll have a girlfriend, you'll be desirable to the other sex, you'll have a job and you'll be productive and healthy contributing member of the society, good for you

>>216585860
I am certain this is going to happen in the next couple years max thanks to our mental health care professionals here and me getting off recreational drugs

>>216585618 (OP)
>Do you trust mental health care professionals in your country?
No

>>216585779
Imagine eating that everyday

>>216586200
I feel like eating a box of gabapentin everyday

>>216585725
For what reason to get autism diagnosis? Disability bucks?

>>216586282
No just to finally find out what's going on with me
I've been obsessing over the fact I'm most likely on the spectrum for the last 2.5 years and I can't take it for much longer

To get neetbux here you have to be disabled to a great extent like being on the spectrum while having a very low intelligence etc

>>216585618 (OP)
>female psychiatrist

>>216587323
I found her alright but the muh wait 1 year sober because I said so makes me want to do things to her

>>216587422
how you can see her has a respectable authority?

>>216587452
Can you elaborate? Because of her gender?

>>216587550
of couse because of her gender.
I don't, because I'm not capable of, see any women as an authority, it could be doctor, a police officer, a journalist or a judge
therfore, a therapy with a woman would be very unproductive

god how is this greek still alive

>>216587646
I went to her solely because she works in a department for developmental disorders of a public hospital and she has her own private office plus this hospital has stopped taking in requests about developmental disorders diagnoses since 2022 because of lack of funds and of too many requests kek
I am probably not that much of an incel to have a problem with the shrink being a woman and I simply want to find out what's exactly going on with me

>>216587736
it's not with a woman you'll find your answers

>>216587818
Do you think a non binary psychiatrist would do better?

>>216588244
if born male, slightly but I would spend the entire session to antagonize him

>>216588290
bump

>>216585716
1000x better than another racebait thread

>>216587654
I also wonder that but my fourth time in a hospital related to drug use will probably be my last one

bump

>>216587323
>>216587452
>>216587646
>>216587818
Its not a man youre speaking to
Learn some fucking basic internet etiquette

>>216593875
sorry I can't speak finn schizo lingo

>>216594160
Oh sorry >>216588290 i didnt realize you were a menstruating whore too

>>216593875
I don't get it

total shrink death

>>216585779
>But what are your prescriptions?
15 mg Escitalopram
15 mg Mirtazapine
3mg Bromazepam

>>216595528
He's mentally ill owing to the lack of vitamin D which Pakistanis are not accustomed to

>>216595306
I can challenge you in a misogyny duel any day of the weak

>>216585618 (OP)
did your family or the greek tax payers pay for this crap? you are who you are no amount of therapy sessions in the world will change that. medication will just numb your personality so if thats what you are gunning for its fine but psych wards are the biggest waste of time ever

>>216598672
Since it's a private psychiatric clinic obviously my family paid for it

Yeah I am starting to believe that psychiatry in general is a big joke and I hate psychiatrists but I want to find out if I'm on the spectrum or schizoid or what as soon as possible

>>216598788
i think im on the same level and it is what it is but you cant accept your family to pay for your troubles when you are an adult. my suggestion is just to accept the cards you have been dealt with. sitting down and talking with a wagie will never change the way you see yourself in this world and its just an expensive that your old mom and dad shouldnt have to pay for

>>216598971
They are sort of responsible for the way I turned out especially if I'm an undiagnosed autistic or schizoid piece of shit like I've been obsessing about the last 2.5 years, I don't like them paying for such shit either but they should have just been better parents in the first place

>>216599085
yeah but you are an adult now so you need to take command of your own life. anyways i think you should refuse the psychward and seeing a psychiatric in my experience it doesnt do anything at all. better just to accept that your brain isnt wired like normies

>>216585618 (OP)
>Do you trust mental health care professionals in your country?

I mostly do, yeah. I actually trust them more here than I did in my other country (Switzerland). Here, I have received diagnoses and medical recommendations I agree with; in Switzerland my psychiatrist took me off of a medication I found helpful and put me on something useless (although, to the Swiss system’s credit, I didn’t find them diagnostically incompetent, just bureaucratic and with an inferior range of treatment options available).

And I just completed an intensive outpatient rehab/addiction treatment program (I have a life-threatening drinking problem) that I found useful.

Assuming you’re the guy who’s always talking about deliberately overdosing on/abusing gabapentin, I think getting and staying clean is probably in your best interest, at least temporarily—if you’re on self-administered mood altering drugs, it’s impossible to do accurate emotional or psychological assessments. Here in the US, at least within my healthcare system, people with ADHD have to test free from cannabis in order to get either diagnosis or medication (a process that can take a long period of abstinence—because THC is fat-soluble, it can stay detectable for 40+ days after last use), because doctors can’t tell if you’re unable to concentrate/focus because of ADHD or just because you’re fucking stoned. I assume it’s similarly harder to tell if someone is autistic while they’re wasted.

>>216599302
Yes but doesn't 1 year completely sober sound too far stretched to you? I would find it more normal if it was 3 or 6 months for example, hell imagine if I was injecting hard drugs into my fucking veins

>>216599167
I simply can't get obsessions out of my mind so I have to see what's really going on with me in order to possibly get it out of my mind sooner or later, it simply fucking sucks being in this state currently

>>216599651
its just who you are. there isnt any more mystery to it then that. accept that you arent like others and dont waste your old parents savings

>>216599651
>I simply can't get obsessions out of my mind so I have to see what's really going on with me in order to possibly get it out of my mind sooner or later
I was like you before I got diagnosed. I do not agree with the Swedish anon, having the assurance of an actual diagnosis is very important as you can quit your obsession that way and move on with this new knowledge in mind.

>>216600036
For how long have you been thinking of it before you got diagnosed? At what age did you get diagnosed? And is it autism or what? I just want a piece of paper to look at for hours until I manage to take it out of my mind and I'm almost certain it's autism, like I would be more surprised if I was told I am not on the spectrum or not a schizoid than being told that I am on the spectrum or schizoid

>>216600646
>For how long have you been thinking of it before you got diagnosed?
I knew something was wrong for a long time. I considered autism but wasn't sure as the Wikipedia descriptions of it seemed too eccentric.
>At what age did you get diagnosed?
17
>And is it autism or what?
Yes. It was hard to accept, but nothing else could explain my past.
>I just want a piece of paper to look at for hours until I manage to take it out of my mind
For me, this is pretty much how it worked. Knowing something is wrong -> trying to find out what -> getting diagnosed -> the realization sets in -> mourning -> adaption to the new reality

BTW, autists often have addiction issues like you do.

>>216598627
Kill yourself whore

>>216601474
gonna fuck youself faggot nigger

>>216601155
>eccentric
That's what I've been called like by a psychiatrist last year who later told me I can't get diagnosed with autism because I am a fucking adult after telling him I am very certain I am on the spectrum kek

At least you were not diagnosed in a too old age

I want to get diagnosed with whatever crap I have as soon as possible and they're making it really difficult for me in this shithole

>autists often have addiction issues like you do
I think I'm aware of that and I suspect my boomer semi functioning alcoholic father of being on the spectrum as well without knowing it of course

>>216585618 (OP)
Can't wait until you overdose

>>216602375
Unironically me too kek

>>216585618 (OP)
>Stop doing drugs
>Nooooooooo the Jews are trying to turn me sober because they're evil
Why are you people like this

>>216603481
I posted this photo because I found it funny not because of it depicting the shrink as being a Jew

>>216603519
Well anyways you should understand that you being sober is a good thing

>>216603519
that is not a photo
I don't think

>>216603635
This could be kind of an oxymoron because I currently take 5 different psychoactive meds but it's in the name of "psychiatry" instead of trying to get high or feel normal, I don't even know what to exactly do now after I got out of the clinic, I wanted to go to a 5 month rehab program but backed off when I learned you're not allowed to have a phone there either, might try to get in touch with a guy from the clinic who will supposedly go to another 2 month rehab program after he gets out of this clinic so we could at least potentially be together there but this is just an idea that I came up with right now

>>216604549
I mean I am waiting for a call from an "open" public program which I tried again last year without much luck because I didn't like the psychologist provided to me since he was too bold to me and I don't have high expectations about it because it's like once a week with a psychologist until they put you in a team where I guess you go and talk with once a week again

I might not like the idea of it but a closed program would most likely be much better for me so I would possibly learn how to be more independent in the long term while practicing my socialising skills and at the same time waiting to be 1 year or whatever sober to start my 'tism diagnosis with that female shrink

>>216604549
Drugs taken under medical surveillance to rebalance your fucked up brain chemistry is different than repeatedly shortcircuiting it because you can't cope with your life otherwise