>>216688459
Dude, I'd wage slave in Japan if I had the slightest chance, if it meant having livable conditions, seriously, as long as you are somewhat physically okay and are financially stable, you are better off than most people around.
Also, just find a hobby or a craft to distract yourself, maybe something basic like jogging or hitting the gym for starters, there are plenty of things to see and do when you are financially okay-ish.
Just know that behind all the posturing, nobody is really 100% satisfied with their lives, but they don't overthink it.
You should do the same.