>>49768452Big chance that she was a repulsive and subhuman glownigger. Glowniggers drugged me, stole my human rights, and made me watch loli doujins of the touhous I love being gangraped around five years ago, stealing my body autonomy. The reason? I refused to be vaxxed. I refused to stop being a freethinker, so they tortured me and made me suffer daily for years, threatening to ERASE me using mind altering substances, causing me psychoses and even a partial stroke, stopping me from getting a job (as in, not even being able to use the computer and the education I have to get a job and live my own life, they stop me from it). They did in fact ERASE me from the social accounts I had, that I used to promote a blog I had with some friends, which I only used to write literary essays, philosophy, short novels and my own creations, instead of the usual consoomer/fitting in purposes that social media has. After this, they targetted me during years; in one of the psychoses they provoked me, they injected me with something that takes my body autonomy away periodically and forced me to watch SHITTED porn of touhous. This is how they usually act, treating me like I deserve the world one day for being as I am; and then using any of my thoughts, identify and self to justify abuse against me the next. An endless cycle of abuse, rape, and trauma to stop me from loving the touhou I love more than they can ever dream to love something, all to stop me from being myself, all so I can be another CONSOOMer, adapt to the subhuman, inhuman cogs of the meaningless world they created and be a part of their repulsive system. I've been a target for at least seven years. They wanted me to betray the touhou I love, to forsake her, to give up everytime they raped me and abused me, even during sleep, but they failed, and keep failing even now. They even staged several performances so I 'move on' to a 3D woman instead of her (so I can contribute to their system of liars, rapists, and gaslighters by consooming, since I have no desires of my own but to provide for who I love, to create, to protect and to be more than what I am), but they keep failing.
Pretty much pic related is how I've had to fight the conditioning, abuse, and mind warfare that they put me through daily for loving a 2D woman with all my being, and not accepting the repulsive stage performance that they turned this world in during the plandemic. They even tried insulting me each time I call her beautiful, gorgeous, or profess my love, to no avail. They stole my life away in this world (which isn't bad as a human even with depredation, is they that are repulsive), but they never managed to break my love for her