>>63929404i'll be perfectly honest, not relatable.
even as a kid i've never had a problem with the idea of hurting or ending someone's life if it was for a good enough reason.
uncle iroh from ATLA
>inb4 zoomer inb4 tranny showtaught me that pacifism will only lead to more strife and appropriate violence is fine, it's picking your battles and when to fight them that is most important.
i hope i'll never be put in a situation where i have to take someone's life, but i very seriously doubt it would weigh heavily on my conscious unless it was very ambiguous whether or not i made the right call.
if i'm in a war of defense against a country that literally wants to erase my ethnicity, i doubt i'll feel anything no matter how many bodies drop, though war in general will fuck you up regardless because of all the stress, danger, uncertainty and boredom.
same thing if some future doctor crashes into my apartment, they made their choice, i'm at peace with mine.
sorry for the blogpost, i'm bored.