>feel depressed and suicidal normally
>get fucked by a man
>depression and suicidal thoughts go away
>can't live without getting fucked
why am i such a slave to cock?

>>40030589 (OP)
wya

yes this is literally me

>>40030602
you're probably the same person as >>40030172
absolute death to bottom chasers

>>40030638
Maam why would I be interested in the location of somebody who clearly needs plapped if I weren‘t planning to be the plapper

>>40030589 (OP)
I want this but men are mean and rough and inconsiderate, why would I lend them my body? They'd probably only hurt me

>>40030589 (OP)
God damn I'd love to save a suicidal tgirl by literally fucking the depression right out of her.

>>40030589 (OP)
I think about this sometimes. I've never been with a dude, but a combination of years of social isolation, loneliness, too much time on the internet, porn addiction and bad experiences with women seems to be leading me in the direction of trying it out. I'm 28 now and honestly I had an internet friend on online videogames who I e-dated briefly when I was 14. I always suspected I was bi but never really found out. Don't know how or even if I should proceed, but there's a big LGBT scene in my city. All I know is there's zero chance I'd make the first move.

>>40031418
same I fantasize about it a lot but haven’t gone through with it bc I’m still kinda think im straight

>>40031430
I'll be honest, I'd prefer to be with a woman because it's something I know I'm 100% into, but the women in my area are straight up mean. I live in a very feminist part of the USA and I don't know if I'm just unlucky but even just saying hello gets some incredibly aggressive responses. Being with a man, not just out of the physical curiosity, but also being with someone who is closer to thinking like me and understanding me as a man comes off as appealing. Ultimately, when you reach a certain point of crippling loneliness, the idea of having someone to share the couch in my empty apartment with and cuddle and watch a movie sounds like a nice break from the modern cultural hellscape we find ourselves in today.

>>40031492
loneliness is definitely a huge part of it for me I had a really bad relationship with a woman and haven’t tried to date since. But idk if i could be with a man like I can fantasize about it sexually but imagining going on a date with a dude just feels too weird

>>40031555
Checked. Yeah I'm the opposite. The romantic side of things and going on a date sounds like the easy part. I have this weird arrangement in my head, with women I'm certainly a switch, but the idea of being with a man, I can only see myself being on the more submissive end. Maybe it's the unsureness of the situation and a desire for someone to take control of an uncertain situation, so that I don't have to think or worry when trying something new. As if it'd be liberating to just have my autonomy taken from me and thus relieved of the anxiety of it all