ask away if you have any questions etc, or we can just talk. i'm very bored in the hospital and it's 2:00am kek

congrats!
how did it go

>>40030862 (OP)
congrats, was it expensive?

>>40030862 (OP)
They turned his penis into a brown tube!

>>40030862 (OP)
AYYYYYYY you made it :)

>>40030862 (OP)
They actually just throw away your penis?

>>40030862 (OP)
Based, congrats

>>40030873
that's a catheter

>>40030890
a brown tube!

>>40030862 (OP)
congrats! did you have to get electrolysis or anything for prep?

>>40030890
Liar, the penis was turned into a fettuccine
Spaghetti repossession surgery is real, the elites are hiding the truth

>>40030900
you're the coolest little trip dood

>>40030902
Wauw

>>40030862 (OP)
>diaped by your surgeon
Jk congrats nona, wish you the best with recovery

>>40030868
great! the operation went extremely well, although i did experience the worst pain of my LIFE around 8:00pm. I started having bladder spasms because i was stupid and sat up to adjust my IV. I didnt even stand but i paid the price, literal teeth chattering, hands shaking, uncontrollable screams and cries. there was like 3 people in my room trying to give me various pain meds to see if it would help, i ended up getting two doses of dialudid.

>>40030872
not so bad, i'm only 22 so my mom's basic employee insurance will reimburse most of it


that is le catheter retárde

>>40030877
what else to do with it?

>>40030902
Please don’t enable ayden they literally personify picre but not satirically

>>40030926
>what else to do with it?
idk i thought they might keep it for testing or smth lel

>>40030935
Wauw jsut like me fr fr

>>40030896
i only did laser, since my surgeon does electro+scraping during the precedure. althouuuughhh. electrolysis is generally the way to go, esp for face


>>40030938
this would make Sense actually but i rlly hope they just through it away

>>40030985
who did you get surgery with if you don't mind me asking? i dont wanna have to get 2 years of electrolysis like id have to through my insurance

>>40030862 (OP)
nona is wearing her diapys

>>40030926
>>40030862 (OP)
getting srs is honestly so brave imo, i hope the rest of your recovery is smooth and relatively painless anon <3 congrats

>>40030862 (OP)
post proof that's you

>>40030862 (OP)
congrats!
how long do you have to stay in the hospital?

>>40031037
i posted a thread of this yesterday, also told people in passgen

>>40031040
5 days! then i get my catheter and stints out snd go home

>>40031020
thaaaanks. i honestly don't care about being botched i'm just glad to have it off of me lol

>>40031007
UCSF but tbdesu... ive been trying to get this surgery for 3 years. i think if you're about spot on with that timeline,I just had to do laser instesd

>>40031014
yeah forgot some might find this erotic before hitting post

>>40030862 (OP)
GGs

>>40030877
It gets eaten by the Elites

>>40031131
>5 days
that's a way faster recovery than I imagined <_<
big congrats btw!!
I'm want it, but I'd be afraid to have no sensation down there for my bf to stick his face into, is it sensitive through the diaper or can we get an update when you are available to touch it?

>>40030862 (OP)
yikes

>>40030862 (OP)
Gratz!!!!

>>40031168
trvthnuke; picrel
>>40031211
oh hello hsts! recovery time is 3 months unfortunately, that's just how long they're keeping me in hospital. i get released on the 5th day if i can pee without a catheter

it's mostly painful right now. i can definitely describe the perception now though, it's quite interesting to see how much of an impact the analogous nature of the tissue has on how you register sensation.
it's been all day now and i've gotten my bearings desu, but at first when i felt pain at the end of my urethra it felt as if i was tucked and it had just landed there, rather than it actually opening at that location
I've come around and can be like "hmmm yes my left labia minora and clitoris are in pain" now but at first it just felt like a moved around dick (it is i guess)
>>40031275
why

>>40030862 (OP)
Imagine the smell... or the bug noises

>>40030862 (OP)
what would Xiniren think of this?

Kind of a weird question but what does it feel like to no longer have a penis? I know some people get phantom pain, do you still kind of feel it down there?

Mental illness manifestations -the thread.

>>40030862 (OP)
congrats! I hope you are happy with it and it recovers perfectly!

>>40031330
>recovery time is 3 months unfortunately
:p ya, I shoulda known, but also getting back home in just a few days is nice!

>but at first when i felt pain at the end of my urethra it felt as if i was tucked and it had just landed there
phantom pains then, it's impressive how fast the brain can start to understand the difference tho if you've already started to come around
hell yeah tho, that's really interesting <3
I'm still looking forward to the update in 3ish months then

troonie got completely disfigured and everybody, is cheering this on as if it was a victory: Of sorts but in reality it is rep fuel.

>>40031420
then why do you post him?

>>40031330
as someone born with a vagina (i hate calling myself afab) i'm very curious what it feels like to have an srs-made one, particularly how the clitoris feels and works. people shit on mtf srs a lot but to me its a medical marvel

>>40031469
He was sane and everyone else was mentally ill.

>>40031344
i didn't get shit-canal pussy shuuuut upppp. it's PIV, you could say that shit about your own dick

>>40031379
feels normal, not like i've even seen my vagina yet though. mostly i'm excited to be able to swim in public and not have to think about it when putting on my cothes
to answer your question more specifically, yes, at first there is phantom pain, although not in the traditional sense of the word. all of the nerves are in use, it's more of getting used to what each sensation means
like if you have pain near the bottom of your genitals, it might automatically register as pain in your testicles rather than your vaginal opening. this ends in like a few hours though
>>40031420
>Mental illness manifestations -the thread.
gonna start replying this under every autistic ass antisocial malepost i see

>>40031453
disfigured??? these are modern vaginoplasty results. i've acted and looked like a girl for basically my whole life, why would i keep something (a dick) that's in such dichotomy to me as a person?

>>40031379
SRS haver here. It feels normal to me. I can't really imagine how it used to be like when I had one

>>40031491
>feels like to have an srs-made one
idk feels exactly how i would imagine to have a vagina

>>40030902
Ayden is an AMAB MTFTNB not a pooner

>>40031526
Those images are fake, meant to lure trannies on the operation table.

>>40030926
>did experience the worst pain of my LIFE
Yeah the pain I experienced was really bad too the first night. I feel it kinda damaged my psyche, but I guess that's the price of no dysphoria. Probably other countries are more generous with opioids

kinda gross question but does srsussy smell?
people always bring that up so..

>>40031553
maybe it's the dysphoria leaving the soul

>>40031491
>>40031533
>curious what it feels like to have an srs-made one
>idk feels exactly how i would imagine to have a vagina
maybe at some point science will get to the point where people can share phyiscal sensations that'd be neat

>>40031535
Amab itmtftmtenby
Thank you very much

>>40030862 (OP)
chaserbros, we lost another one...

>>40031526
wtf vaginas are really that disgusting??? No wonder I'm only attracted to dicks

>>40031453
Idk, I wouldn't call my clam disfiguring
don't think op sees hers as disfiguring either
You're just a bitterballen

>>40030902
isnt ayden mtf

>>40030862 (OP)
imagine being able to wear leggings and regular underwear
lucky

>>40031537
false.
https://www.jprasurg.com/article/S1748-6815%2822%2900466-1/fulltext

>>40031553
HORRENDOUS. I was screaming and crying uncontrollable, my teeth were chattering from the shock, my heart rate was almost 200 while reclining. they just pumped enough drugs in me to knock me out cause i was crying so loud and when i woke up i was feeling much better. holding the male nurse's hand was just a cherry on top

>>40031590
mission success! although isn't the whole "fucking as dilating" think a turn on for you guys?

>>40031575
kind of interesting, i'm mtftmtnbtf

>>40031601
are you a gay guy? vaginas are beautiful, even straightfoids think so kek

>>40030926
put it in a jar. like that one person who kept the balls in a jar with some vinegar and sold them

>>40031649
Based a f

I wish I could afford to cut my dick off

>>40031803
wish i did lowk i'd find at least something to do with it. i could put it in a jar and have one of my guy friends fill it with cum?


>>40031925
guhhhhh comme to calefornia guhhhhhh

>>40031649
>are you a gay guy? vaginas are beautiful, even straightfoids think so kek
they look kinda hot in 2d art or furry shit, on pornmodels too sometimes but disgusting irl. Dicks are either hot or neutral to me, mostly neutral. I think I have strong boobs preference

>>40032271
this is just internet brainrot i think
in which chronological order did you do the following for the first time: Eat a pussy - or - see media depicting someone eating a pussy

>>40032325
I never ate pussy, I'm not sure if I ever seen someone eating a pussy

>>40032367
oh so, gay male? i'm a bit confused

>>40030938
they sent me a report sayign my penis was pink and didn't seem to have any cancers
also that my balls were "not active"
>>40031330
when i woke up i was in the same room my memories faded in (god i hate the date rape drugs they give you even when you tell them not to) and i felt like i was tucked and asked a nurse if it had happened and only heard "he woke up." i was he the entire time at the hospital.
>>40031553
the nurses refused to give me medicine and lied about it to the chart and doctors
>>40031565
normal now but I had a lot of trouble with infection and the only help I got from doctors for years was "dilate more and douche with soap" which made my already irritated tissue TIGHTER and the smell/discharge WORSE
eventually like two years into this I talked someone into antibiotics and it got better literally the next day and has been normal smelling/acidic pH ever since
"trans can't have normal microflora" is a self-fulfulling started by doctors who refuse the most basic treatments
the whole experience with that and the nurses has completely destroyed my trust in the medical system. also btw if you call a "trans-accepting" gynecologist from a list you got they will refuse to see you. if you call one that you've seen before the receptionist will wonder why a male would see a gynecologist and refuse to make the appointment. there is no recourse. i'm terrified of another infection or an std or anything.

>>40030862 (OP)
poor guy

>>40032746
trans-accepting gynecologists will treat ftm's, but not mtf's because they're transphobic.

i know i know. you're like:
>what do you mean?!

it means they still see ftm's as women because of their vaginas, but they treat mtf's like amputee victims

>>40030862 (OP)
OMEDETOU

>>40031649
>although isn't the whole "fucking as dilating" think a turn on for you guys?
Perhaps...

>>40033016
yeah exactly they're really only interested in helping us if they can confirm our birth sex
and they viciously fight you if you think anything is the same as for cis women..which is why we use soap to cure infections and not antibiotics. and we're delusional if we report that soap didn't work

>>40032746
what state/country are you in and when was this, i am currently in hospital on day 2 of recovery and this experience would make me consider suing, ive had the polar opposite

>>40032989
that's me retard and i'd be jumping for joy if i wasn't on bedrest

>>40033039
see. trannies have value to chasers by nature of being trannies. a neovag is one of the only things exclusive to us

>>40030862 (OP)
giwtwm
congrats nona ^^

>>40033278
it was in the usa..i didn't see any value in complaining to the people harassing me

>>40030862 (OP)
we've never been so back

>>40034673
suing is a complaint to the government not the person or organization you're filing against

>>40036048
suing is a private civil matter..the only role of the government here is that it appointed the judge and might help me enforce
but there's no damages so there's nothing to do (and stuff like "well isn't it malpractice.." haha if you think the medical board cares what they do to trannies)
I guess I could try to recover whatever they billed my insurance company for the pain meds they didn't in fact give me, but they'll point at the chart as proof and even if I recovered it I'd have to pay that money to the insurance company...
I actually did try to tell the doctor but he was like well I prescribed it and I can't control what the nurses do.. fucking hospitals are designed to mistreat people these days

also I have like three medical companies that unambiguously owe me money (i.e. I overpaid) and simply refuse to give it to me

>>40030877
I'd assume if you asked you might be able to keep it, like a placenta or wisdom teeth or testes from an orchiectomy

I want srs so fucking bad

>>40036114
again i'm in the hospital currently and am having the polar opposite experience. i'm truly sorry you went through that

>>40037302
they don't always let you keep those, it's really up to the doctor at the end of the day. tbdesu though, there's not much waste in srs opposed to say orchi. the balls, some dick jerky. meh.

>>40037353
can't tell you if it's worth it yet but i CAN tell you the pain is excruciating. Something I've never experienced, so bad my teeth were chattering and i turned gray. having a pussy rocks but this is my first surgery ever and i was not prepared

>>40037839
I've actually had major surgery when I was a kid before but it wasn't very painful. Maybe I was too hopped up on painkillers to notice. Do they not drug people as much anymore or is srs just particularly painful

I feel like I could handle excruciating pain for several days but I guess that's easy to say when you're not the one in the hospital bed

>>40038081
oh i mean it's manageable, but yes srs is particularly painful. tbdesu you're right though, i got some fent when i first woke up and hydromorphone + atavan when i wad screaming crying praying begging, but other than that it's tylenol and an oxy every six hours. anticoagulants etc as well, but not much in the way of pain control

>>40030862 (OP)
Congrats troon. Next step is suicide!

>>40038590
i look like this, will be fine

huh it seems the hole they dig is closer to the prostate than the anus? That's crazy. I wonder how it feels to finger it there

>>40038844
How long till you can have sex

>>40032271
I dunno man, most of my guy friends love pussy for what it provides but a lot don't like them visually. If they're cute little coin slots they they look nice, but a LOT of the time they look like they sat on a grenade.

>>40039078
this, vags look gross even though I want one.

>>40030862 (OP)
Ew

>>40030862 (OP)
>>40030926
>in a medical waste bin
THEY'RE AIMING THE WRONG WAY NOW
THAT'S ALL
YOU ARE STILL GOCKED UP AND SCROTAL
STUPID BITCH

They origami'd your penis into mutilated penis

YOU HAVE
INNER
PENIS SCROTUM CANAL

>>40038844
zamn

>>40030862 (OP)
I am not gay or straight or human but I will fuck you

>>40030862 (OP)
lmao this nigga cut his dick off before ww3

>>40039078
I like the uglier vaginas with the floppy flaps more than the coin slots. I get hard seeing dem meaty flaps

>>40039351
Gross.

>>40030862 (OP)
random question: did the surgery come with an orchi? did you get that done before?

will get back to u all shortly having horrible bladder spasms t. Op love you all this sux

>>40030862 (OP)
this is awesome hope you recover well!
I'm 22 and trying to get srs asap but the first steps seem confusing, like do I just contact a surgeon? how long did the whole process take for you?

>>40038942
3-6 months but i'm planning to save my first time with it for someone special

>>40039212
heh... let's just say they didn't need to use any scrotal skin

>>40039412
yes! nowhere for them to be after so they just come out. my inguinals actually hurt a bit, i can feel where they snipped

>>40039461
i'm also 22 :) it took me like 3 years to be perfectly honest with you, with finding a surgeon, reccs, clearance, quitting nic etc. I would start my mentioning to your hormone provider that you'd like to pursue it, they can usually give u a list of surgeons covered by your insurance
sorry if typos etc. on hydromorphone and oxycoton for

>>40039517
>3-6 months but i'm planning to save my first time with it for someone special
awwww thats cute, hope you find your special guy (or gal idk)

>>40039517
>3-6 months
Okay I can wait that long

>>40030862 (OP)
so who's the surgeon

>>40030862 (OP)
CONGRATS!!!!!!!!

>>40031590
>chaserbros, we lost another one...
Nah, op being so much of a failed male bottom fag that she turned her dick into hole for real men to fuck works well with my domination kink. Bonus points for having to fuck her all the time for the rest of time for it not to close

>>40031590
Chasers admitting to being faggots, nothing new.

>>40040049
You got your designer fuck hole yet discordia? I want to put my thick white cock in your petite azn bod

>>40040121
>azn
you are clearly thinking of someone else

>>40030862 (OP)
congrats!

>>40038901
the diagram isn't written with the reality that estrogen shrinks all those things...i've never felt a prostate
but yes it is physically a part of the urethra which is a part of the vagina

it's still not too late! go to the waste bin and reattach your dick

>>40030862 (OP)
congrats
>>40030926
>22
>full ride insurance
im killing myself fucking luckshits man

>>40038901
>erectile tissue around urethra
what the fuck?? is it like this in women?

>>40042907
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Urethral_sponge
yeah

>>40042918
oh so women who squirt have defective sponges?

>>40030862 (OP)
Does it very much feel like surgery just happened there or did they give you enough drugs to handle it? Want srs but not sure I can take the mental load of waking up and feeling all of the scalpel work at once. Not worried about pain explicitly the feeling of skin that is sliced

>captcha: nhonx

>>40042927
idk im not a "having sex with women" expert i just know anatomy
some squirt is piss too, especially the huge sprays you see in porn. sometimes they even pump water up there between scenes

as i gather its a similar process to how if you massage the prostate you can build up fluid in there, they originate from the same tissue during pregnancy anyway

>>40030862 (OP)
you turned yourself from a beautiful tranny into a weird looking discount woman
congrats i guess.....

>>40042758
not full ride but yes i'm very grateful for my circumstance

>>40042930
currently hyperventilating and groaning in bed they're VERY sparing with narcotics

>>40030862 (OP)
>dick status: split
congrats, ig

>>40039078
>they're cute little coin slots they they look nice, but a LOT of the time they look like they sat on a grenade.
Trvth nvke

>>40042758
>>22
>>full ride insurance
>im killing myself fucking luckshits man
This. It's so fucking unfair. American insurancemaxxers are the 1% of the trans community. I'm European and will have to wait more than10 years for the state mandated axewound. I'll be 30+. Fuck this shit

>>40043277
im happy that trump is ruining american trannies lives, it brings them down to par with the rest of the world. i like seeing them whine and cry. i wish republicans will get elected again.

>>40043277
i mean tbf, this surgery is covered for every single tranny in my state

penis status?

>>40045070
gone asf, pussy hurting :/

>>40030862 (OP)
the second week sucks so bad dude

>>40046939
oh god worse than the first couple nights?? ive had 10 pain from pelvic contractions every night, literally sounds like i'm in labor, uncontrollable screaming and crying