I am post ffs, BA, orchi, I cis pass, and im still a barely functional depressed mess as a mtf, AMA

>>40031111 (OP)
If you passed you’d post a photo and not shartyslop

>>40031111 (OP)
do you do anything different after having all that surgery?
or are you depressed cos you don't go outside/meet people now that you hopefully look good
do you think you look good?
cos you can pass as ugo

Attractive cis women still get depressed and kill themselves.

>>40031111 (OP)
Was it worth it?

>>40031142
I am kinda ugo. I have friends, I dont really like going outside in general though
>>40031151
Ya. It sucked way worse before I got surgery desu cause of more dysphoria

>>40031175
>I dont really like going outside in general though
so like, do you have hobbies with your friends(or without) that you can do inside, or do you just kinda do nothing?
>I am kinda ugo
and are you ok with that?
or are you now trying to transition from ugo to hot

>>40031111 (OP)
what the actual fuck am I looking at

>>40031291
I play games and read
But yeah I just kinda do nothing
When im with friends idk
Just do whatever with them
Id like to get less uggy I guess but cant do much about it probably

>>40031346
>I play games and read
do you game with friends or is it a solo activity?
and do you read books reccommended by friends so you can talk about them, or just read what you like?
both are fine and fine doing alone, but I'd get why you're getting depressed if you're kinda just getting dragged through life by your friends while you kinda stagnate on your own
>Id like to get less uggy I guess but cant do much about it probably
you prolly can tho, if you start working out to have a fit body and I'm guessing you might need to work on your style

>>40031371
>if you start working out to have a fit body and I'm guessing you might need to work on your style
That kinda stuff is too tall of an order for me. Im already weak willed so being depressed just kills it for me.

I wouldnt say friends drag me through life but i do stagnate. They help me do something other than rot

>>40031396
>That kinda stuff is too tall of an order for me
>Im already weak willed so being depressed just kills it for me
yuh I could imagine
but if literally any of your friends have a sport they like, get them to drag you along, the more you go outside and are active, the better you'll feel
and if that sounds like hell, it's the depression speaking, that's why you need someone to drag you, my bf makes me work out with him a few times a week and it's improved my mental by 10 fold

>They help me do something other than rot
>but i do stagnate
it sounds like they're nice, but not the same as a partner, cos they can't lift you up 100% of the time, so you need to start helping yourself do things other than rot too <_<