a TERF shared her childhood diary

>>40044461 (OP)
fuck off

>>40044461 (OP)
Sad

>>40044461 (OP)
anyone who wants to be a man is an evil monster

>>40044461 (OP)
this seems like a normal thing a teenage girl would write but my knowledge of teenage girls in based on 1990s-2000s sitcoms and spending the early 2010s on tumblr.

But okarine probably knows more, I assume, being a wise Asian woman with obviously many years of experience going through female puberty and periods. Right?

hating your sex designation at birth is not gender identity disorder. they still identify as women even if they wish they were a born. wishing they were the opposite implies they don't identify as the thing they wish to be.

>>40044494
>it is 100% cisgender to randomly have outbursts where you write "I WISH I WAS A BOY" 20 times in a row!

>>40044516
the poow wittle afabs have tiny squirrel brains that can't maintain a stable sense of identity so this is achtually normal for them

>>40044512
"Gender identity disorder" doesn't exist, why are you even using this term? This was invented by psychiatrists to diagnose both gay and trans people with, you could be diagnosed with "GID" for being a limpwrist. Pretty ironic you're using this term while trying to say the shit you are.

>>40044518
He can't keep getting away with it

S(he's) literally me.

>>40044461 (OP)
>writing style of a 3yo
>"teenage"
Are afabs terminal toddlers?

>>40044641
stfu about "afab"

>>40044461 (OP)
the fact is being female is objectiely inferior
the femrepper in picrel understood that very early it seems

>>40044656
K foid

>>40044461 (OP)
I've noticed that terfs have two major camps
>if i can't transition no one else can
and
>i'm ugly and i hate seeing pretty trannies
there's obviously others smaller groups, but these two always stick out

>>40044461 (OP)
EVERY FUCKING TIME

>>40044537
You.... do realize all of those are "made up", right?...

>>40044461 (OP)
I've noticed that foids are the only ones who seem to consistently schizo out and do shit like this.
Unfortunately, their retardation leads to more gatekeeping of HRT for AMAB individuals who aren't constantly doing shit like this.

>>40044461 (OP)
>goes by "Billy"
holy sweet mary mother'a god, it never even began

>>40044461 (OP)
Women don't expirience reality without the dame way men do. They're coddled from the truth and dont understand Why people do the things they do

So they end up doing these super performative displays, like picrel. She thought if she just wrote "I wish I was a boy!" It would somehow signify that she was trans like all the cool people she saw on Tv.

She wants that cool, hip "trans" lifestyle but doesnt understand how those people got there, so shes reverse engineering it with this cringey posturing.

>>40044777
unironically they don't. they're great at copy pasting chatgpt's answer, but they can't form their own arguments as they don't understand the fundamentals.

>>40044481
>>40044461 (OP)
the most feminine thing a female can do is wanting to be a man

>>40044461 (OP)
> goes by Billy
> posts dysphoria journal
Time and time again TERFs just prove that they’re bitter trans people hiding behind transphobia

>>40044516
It’s a diary aesthetics thing. If u had a girl brain you’d know from using Pinterest

>>40044461 (OP)
Doctors should show this to potential mtf patients and not let them transition unless they can recognize it as normal. Lots of teenage girls experience puberty as scary and difficult because it is scary and difficult compared to male puberty. It makes their life harder and opens them up to more risks than male puberty. This is a perfectly normal and common way to express that. Trannies just don't think seriously about the hard parts of being female.

>>40044939
>Lots of teenage girls experience puberty as scary and difficult because it is scary and difficult compared to male puberty
Female puberty is literally just getting excited over some perceived superpowers your period is going to give you, and getting your boobs groped by your childhood friends. Thats it

>>40044964
trvke

>>40044964
That’s because of very effective propaganda campaigns for 100 years u do know that right?
Imagine 100 years of telling little boys it’s okay to get boners in public. Puberty would’ve been so different…

>>40044939
>Doctors should show this to potential mtf patients and not let them transition unless they can recognize it as normal.
Few AMAB individuals will ever convince themselves they want to completely change their identity because they are going through a rough period in their life.
Most AMABs will never recognize this as normal, because they are genuinely incapable of grasping this level of mental retardation.

>>40045017
Is it not okay to get erections in public? can you even control that? What are you saying

>>40044964
>excited over some perceived superpowers
wrong
female puberty is mutilation of what was once perfect under the guise of nature taking its dual coarse
girls are actively being prepped to become baby disposal machines

>>40045032
>anon walked around xer highschool with a confident autism boner at all times
yeah, that flag checks out

>>40045052
male puberty is mutilation of what was once perfect under the guise of nature taking its dual coarse
boys are actively being prepped to become fighters and egg fertilization machines
fuck you nigger

>>40045052
Pretty hot how half of kids get to turn into strong tall deep voice adults and the other half mutate into soft submissive cow-like creatures with chest udders, wide hips, and large asses.

>>40045063
I actually have never gotten an erection in public but I know for a fact this happens to most males, and is basically unavoidable. Still have 0 idea what this has to do with my post

>>40045086
it’s a shameful thing was the subject of the conversation, periods—an analogous unavoidable change that happens to the opposing sex, took work to not be shameful, tism godemperor

>>40045112
So you're just a bittercel whos mad you can't get ur dick hard in public? Lol sorry bro...

>>40045066
>become fighters and egg fertilization machines
and this is somehow worse than being morphed into an incubator whos sole purpose is to be fed off from parasitically by spawn?

I wish I was a woman BUT I only thought about this in connection to my agp transformation fetish material not like actually hating being a man until puberty disfigured me

>>40045132
Holy autism-sama, I kneel

>>40044792
lol. had an aunt billy. not sure she ever knew what being transgender was, but she passed for male 100%. i wish i had some of her old camel cig merch.

>>40044461 (OP)
the strongest proof that this person is a man deep down is that fucking hand writing.

>>40045182
I get the point now it's just not what I'm talking about lol. You're projecting hard

>>40044939
Looking at some random persons diary to dissect if theyre trutrans or not is insane to begin with. Personally I hated my puberty when the other boys enjoyed their deepening voices and growing heights so I don't think the sentiment in OP is like "disqualifying" for gender dysphoria

>>40045190
>projecting
Projecting what?
now we’re going to start a discussion about what “projecting” actually means aren’t we? Sigh. So tedious

>>40045066
>boys are actively being prepped to become fighters and egg fertilization machines
HOLY FUCKING BASED

>>40045212
Projecting about autism you autist. Not every conversation is a fight buddy

>>40045052
>>40045066
breederism in general is a cult. but we who do not breed have transcended the welter of becoming. remember that

>>40045234
>projecting that I’m fighting you in the post claiming I’m projecting and autistically starting fights for no reason
Ironing

>>40044461 (OP)
Who wouldn't want to be a man? You're bigger, stronger, more intelligent, more capable overall. Women are weak, frail, easily startled creatures that can barely even function unless they are beholden to a man.

>>40045257
What the fuck lol. Are really just gonna start shit, and then go "no you" when you get called out for it? lolol

>>40045063
>anon fantasizes about a 13 year getting a boner
every fucking time
>>40045143
yes, being a mother is better than being drafted and dying in a ditch at the ripe age of 18
but hey preferences and all that

>>40045278
I’ve been nothing but lighthearted and responsive with humorous barbs at best honey

>>40045297
>being a mother
being a defiled hole that opens its gaping maws once every 9 months to spew out offpring*
but yes preferences and such do exist grass is greener etc

>>40045297
Yes nigga, dying on the battlefield is something sure is something that happens to every single male. And this is the same as getting killed by your biology if some tard decides to rape you.

>>40045344
You really are autistic

>>40044461 (OP)
>the most radical phobes are the most repressed trannies
This is known. The gays had a very similar crisis when Christians were hating on them, only to have them all busted in gay orgies or fucking teen boys a decade later. It takes one to hate one.

>>40045483
I can agree that the grass sure is greener sometimes
>>40045532
Assuming we live in the west, who's forcing you to get pregnant? We're both larping here
>getting killed by your biology if some tard decides to rape you
Get an abortion

>>40044706
>objectiely superior
*from a social standpoint
femoids have all the privilege in the world and they only use it to be the biggest crybullies possible and demand the world has an HR department to complain to and ruin anyone's life with

>>40045585
This is so obviously clear from some of the transphobic writing these people produce sometimes
No one would go that much into detail about all the ways in which being trans is bad unless they had personal experience/knowledge with it. If you've talked to cis people in your life about trans issues it's mindblowing how little they know about it, even stuff that should be obvious if you simply know how puberty works

>>40044939
>doctors
lol

>>40045066
>>40045143
book of thomas
both of you
now

>>40045242
is that enough? arent we in need of something other?

>>40045143
Yes, for a few reasons.
1) Estrogenic effects are generally reversible through surgery, androgenic effects are not.
2) Men are viewed as victimizers no matter what they do. Women are viewed as victims.
3) Women almost never have to worry about being forcibly drafted. I used to play CS:GO with some dude from Ukraine a lot. He was twinkish, not built for warfare. Nonetheless, when the Russia-Ukraine war rolled around, he was drafted while all of his sisters were chaperoned out of the country, god forbid something 'bad' happened to them. He was dead within a month. From what I've heard from mutual friends, he died alone. Some zigger drone striked him and uploaded the footage on Telegram. That isn't a thing that happens to women.
>>40045532
The peace we've been living in for the past few decades is unprecedented. Go talk to anyone born before 1960. They without fail all know a man who was scarred or killed in warfare.
It's all but certain that the moment things get bad again, men will bare the brunt of it. There will be no expectations placed on women.

the one reply talking about how she starved herself to prevent female puberty and went by a male name was totally just a tomboy
truly all hatred is born from hatred of oneself

>>40044461 (OP)
This is normal. Alot of girls experience it you fucking retards.

>>40045757
no they don't. it is incredibly abnormal to have a deep, powerful desire to be the opposite sex. you are telling yourself it's normal to give yourself a justification to continue repressing.

>>40044461 (OP)
*his
please stop misgendering her

>>40045776
a desire to he the opposite sex indicates you identify with your sex assigned at birth as you acknowledhe you are not the thing you desire to be

>>40045776
Waiting to be a boy at such young age is normal for girls. Every girl goes through it.

>>40045740
>Estrogenic effects are generally reversible through surgery, androgenic effects are not.
kek. no amount of surgery can masculinise one tainted by the corrupt forces of female puberty, FMS is a joke and permnanently ruins the faces of those deluded enough into going under the knife, as is the case with ftm srs. Unlike FFS and the like.
>Women are viewed as victims
Women are also seen as subhuman babies without the capability to accomplish anything themselves, infantilisation is hell.
>Women almost never have to worry about being forcibly drafted
I'll give you this one, but pregnancy is an expectation placed on women that entails of lovecraftian body horror.

>>40045740
afabs will talk about fear of men and rarely if ever feel the full force of a mans violence. theyve got 0 capacity to understand what its like to grow up as a male who isnt capable of significant violence. they will never experience having the shit beaten out of them because one or more people just felt like it, and they were a socially acceptable target.

>>40045807
the funniest part of this is that there are several well known drugs that can fix this and masculinise you substantially more than T alone could but FtMs dont know about them because theyre good boys who do what the doctor says and nothing else.

>>40045798
i literally just asked both my sister and my mother because of your retarded repperslop posts and they both indicated to me that they've never once wanted to be men. my sister is diagnosed autistic so don't go trying to shift goalposts saying "uhm ackshully its just autistic girls that want to be boys"
if you'd like i could ask other cis women in my life a similar question
>inb4 they're lying!!!!!
grow up
>>40045791
word salad

>>40045791
holy cope
>>40045798
Maybe passingly or as a thought experiment, but writing "i want to be a boy" in your diary 20 times over? Really?
>>40045807
>FMS is a joke and permnanently ruins the faces of those deluded enough into going under the knife
Good thing you pretty much never need ffs to pass when you're ftm

>>40045807
>FMS is a joke and permnanently ruins the faces of those deluded enough into going under the knife, as is the case with ftm srs.
When I say surgery I'm talking about top surgery.
FMS is rarely needed since testosterone is such a powerful hormone. Estrogen can't override years of male puberty, but testosterone can very much override years of female puberty.
>Women are also seen as subhuman babies without the capability to accomplish anything themselves
There has been a concerted societal effort to stop the infantilization. Perhaps that's the biggest difference of all: people actually give a fuck about women's issues.
>but pregnancy is an expectation placed on women that entails of lovecraftian body horror.
Pregnancy is so not an expectation in most of the westernized world that terminating an already active one is fairly standard procedure.

>>40044884
Truth nuke

>>40045904
Tbf to the repper infantalization still happens and is probably pretty frustrating if you've heard it your entire life, and the thought of pregnancy propably gives them a lot of gender dysphoria. It's also absolutely a common trope that cis girlies have people (sometimes their parents) asking them when they're getting preggers or about their eggs or something

>>40044461 (OP)
Half of the psychosis with these people male or female is the fact that they usually grew up 'not like the other girls/boys' and are freaked out by the thought that they 'could've been groomed if I were a child today' rather than trying to model a kind of cargo cult masculinity/femininity that doesn't arise from authentic desire.

>>40045904
why is he red on every pic? rosacea?

>>40045965
T makes your skin turn pink/red
>t. high T male

>>40044461 (OP)
This is unironically very normal and doesn't suggest she may be repressing being trans, as long as the sentiment comes from political/social reasons and not dysphoria.

>>40045904
unrelated but picrel may have hopepilled me.
maybe ill concede to the point that ftm transition is possibly more powerful hormone-wise, but i still think that being a cisfoid baby machine is one of nature's crulest jokes in comparison to it's male counterpart

>>40046058
What a cute cat picture.

>>40046034
>no boobs
>no nasty pregnancy
definitely not dysphoria

>>40046058
>but i still think that being a cisfoid baby machine is one of nature's crulest jokes in comparison to it's male counterpart
Fair. Keep in mind that a lot of transfems envy that though.
I think biology is just unfair to trans people in general.

>>40045847
>Noo believe me
Yeah no. Again it's pretty normal for young girls to wish they're boys. That's a peak female experience. Every girl goes through it while growing up, not just autistic ones. Cope.
>>40045874
>but writing "i want to be a boy" in your diary 20 times over? Really?
Yes really.

>>40046098
>more repslop
yeah yeah, whatever helps you sleep at night lil dood

>>40044461 (OP)
Funny how many of the replies here are trans men and trans women arguing over which puberty is worse. And like, I totally feel a lot of what the other trans women are saying. For me, being a man and masculine is utterly repulsive. Male puberty turns boys into disgusting hairy gorillalike monsters with testosterone making them horny and aggressive. Men are constantly seen as potentially dangerous. It feels so awful to think that women would feel unsafe if they were with me alone in an elevator or something. I hate that maleness makes me a potential threat. I look at women and I envy them so much. i absolutely love women's fashion, there are so many styles that I'm in love with, and none of them are socially acceptable for a man to wear. Men's fashion is so boring. Men oftentimes aren't supposed to be cute, we don't get to be pretty. And despite all the pain I do wish I could get pregnant. I think there's a lot of beauty in being able to carry a human being inside of you, to be the one that gives them life. Being amab means I will never be able to do that even after I transition.

But at the same time, I understand where all the pooners are coming from. Their experience is the inverse of mine. To them, being a woman and being feminine is just as repulsive as being a man and being masculine is to me. I think most cis men feel similarly about the idea of being feminine, but they don't it forced upon them. For trans guys the idea of getting pregnant is repulsive, because they want to be the father instead (if they want kids at least). They'll never be able to impregnate a woman and that causes them pain.

Basically what I'm saying is that shit sucks for both of us and it's stupid to argue over who got the worse puberty.

>>40046087
>I think biology is just unfair to trans people in general.
Yeah thats a good way to put it

>>40046203
> shit sucks for both of us and it's stupid to argue over who got the worse puberty.
ugh i guess you may be right.

>>40044777
>>40044844
Hello dunning kruger https://books.google.com/books?id=rmMEAAAAMBAJ&pg=PT62#v=onepage&q&f=false
https://archive.org/details/minutesofmeeting1996huma/page/n265/mode/2up
https://archive.org/details/minutesofmeeting1996huma/page/n283/mode/2up

>>40044792
That's not her name, she took it from a musician who made some pro trans comments and now she thinks she's "trolling him" by using it as her screen name. Though given her diary contents maybe there really is something else to that.

>>40044936
I have used pinterest and have never seen this at all.

>>40044461 (OP)
I kind of get it. I missed the boat and I'm bitter about it. It's hard not to be mean sometimes because of that.

>>40046470
1. You dont know what Dunning Krueger means lol
2. You dont understand what they're saying by "made up". They're saying that these "disorders" arent diagnosable, theyre just terms used for organizing peoples behaviors.

Just like how they got rid of "aspergers" because theyre just made up terms. They moved everything under the "autism" umbrella to make diagnosis and treatment easier.

>>40046604
All of this doesn't really change the point that the condition of GID was specifically created with the pretext of pre-emptively intervening with gender nonconforming children to prevent them turning trans.

>>40045757
this and a lot of girls want to marry other girls and kiss and scissor them, it's just straight girl things but we cant indulge in it it's not christlike

>>40046555
Yeah that makes sense, I took a girls name to troll for years. Like whenever people said "ghirl_name is trolling again" I got such a huge dopamine hit more than the male troll personas.
I enjoyed it so much eventually I became trans.

>>40046675
>this and a lot of girls want to marry other girls and kiss and scissor them, it's just straight girl things
I know that you're being sarcastic, but it's actually normal for straight women.

>>40044461 (OP)
TERFs will never beat the repper allegations.

>>40046098
You have an FtM repressor flag you are not beating the allegations

>>40044516
true, im a cis man and have written I wish I was a woman hundreds of times

>>40044461 (OP)
She should've chopped her boobs off and taken horrible drugs to obliterate her body then cut skin off her arm to make a fake penis. If only some weirdo had groomed her.

>>40046169
More whatever helps you sleep at night. I perfectly know the truth.
>>40046675
This too.
>>40047767
What allegations?

>>40044884
Your statement and the one you're replying to don't contradict one another

>>40044900
She doesn't actualyl go by Billy you dumbass, lots of UK gen/crits set their X names to Billy Bragg to fuck with the real one, who is a left-wing folk singer who took a pro-trans stance and mansplained them.

>>40044516
This but unironically
Imagine not knowing this and yet claiming to be foidbrained, kek

>>40049350
So it’s even more retarded than I previously thought, okay

>>40044461 (OP)
I wish femreppers would just do us all a favour and cut open there throat

>>40050784
i wish femreppers would just do us all a favour and take t and then kiss me

>>40048367
>What allegations?
The repper alegations you fucking retard.

>>40047949
>wants to be a woman
>posts on /tttt/
alright dude

>>40051226
>The repper alegations you fucking retard.
There are no allegations, every woman wants to cut off her tits and grow beards and have a large penis during puberty. It's actually completely normal and is part of the process of growing up.

>>40051365
This. It's because society is telling women that men are better and telling men that they aren't worth anything. Really I wonder if society started telling men that is good to be a man and women that it's good to be a woman, and encouraging both to be the best they can be without belittling or comparing the genders, would at the very least the incidence of ftm plummet.

>>40044461 (OP)
>this isn't normal for teenagers to write down

>>40044518
>literally says all women have penis envy
What did he mean by this?

>>40051527
And rumors of microplastic and pesticide pollutants that cause intersex conditions in wildlife are greatly exaggerated.

>>40051573
I'm pretty sure humans are more resilient than amphibians, though it is possible there are issues. Still, I think it is mainly societal. I think every boy at some point wore his mom's heels or thought about wearing a skirt or something similar, just as every girl has thought about having a dick or not having their period. The problem is society is pushing people to believe that means kids want to transition. And on top of being told you're worse than men or you are evil due to patriarchy, it's really not illogical to see why a child might not only resent their gender but also want to change it

>>40044754
This is it, this is why they hate us

>>40045757
>alot of girls are trans
ok

>>40044461 (OP)
wew