my mental state depends more on some random factor that i can't/don't know how to control than it does on anything else. how do i fix?

mood stabilizers :

>>40046239
every medication i've taken has only had negative effects.
>ssris: life is dull
>snris: life is dull but im also agitated and motivated sometimes
>atypical antidepressants: awful sleep inertia and nightmares
>adhd meds: makes my tourette's worse
>antipsychotics: they make me restless, agitated, and sap everything positive from life
>intuniv: makes my nose stuffed and makes me tired all the time

>>40046239
what are the best mood stabilizers? will they help with my dull emotions?

can i pls have more attention

>>40046732
No.

>>40046857
thank youuu :3

>>40046184 (OP)
Since your brain is so stupid and retarded let someone else make all the decisions for you

>>40047221
woof woof!

>>40047524
Pet pet pet
good doggy! Very obedient!

>>40046184 (OP)
you dont. you accept that there is no control. drugs are a temporary fix. its like drowning your sads in booze. youre still fucked up. you persist because life is interesting, especially the terrible things

>>40046449
i haven't tried any because i prefer vibrant volatility to grey calculation

>>40047558
awruff!

>>40047881
life isn't interesting. that's the problem.