im ugly and im gonna run out of hormones soon. i dont want male feelings/brain to return. it's like being killed and raped basically for me, i had a couple weeks early transition i had to briefly go without and it was really that bad. if i run out of hormones im not gonna have anything to live for anymore. diy is not an option im too poor and now that gov funding is out i cant do shit all
whats my options sisters

>>40051877 (OP)
>i dont want male feelings/brain to return
hrt doesnt change your brain like that. If you have delf described malebrain/feelings you may just be a man deep down. Or you are misattributing maleness to non-male things in which case you are likely just fetishizing women so you should not do that

>>40051877 (OP)
diy is really inexpensive...you would need to be mumbai slums poor to not be able to afford it, and i'm being very literal.

>>40051889
idk the dysphoria gets sharp and intense. and i feel intense feelings of sexual desire that mentally i dont agree with and am not into for example. i feel terror and agony and despair very sharply. idk maybe youre right and i should kms because im malebrained anyway. whenever i talk about suicidal ideation i just get called hysterical which is whatever i guess.
desu i just feel wrong with male hormones im sorry if thats not what dysphoria is

>>40051889
always the worst possible misinformation

>>40051889
…??? the longer i lurk the worse you get

>>40051877 (OP)
check the prices. if you *really* cant afford it hmu in a week and I'll zelle u or paypal or smth. disc is naomimoder.

>>40051877 (OP)
go join a chaser discord and ask if anyone will buy you more HRT for some reward you can work out

>>40051877 (OP)
consider a DIY orchiectomy

>>40054467
thats a £300 investment, anon.

>>40051877 (OP)
also anon where abouts in the world are you?