Words to live by. This is why Kassandra is the best tripfriend.

>>40059276 (OP)
She's lovely, but far too positive...

>>40059289
you are annoying and i hate you

>>40059305
Based.

I love her so much. I should go wake her up with a kiss

she's kind of a nazi but as long as you don't notice that side of her (or it doesn't bother you) then she's nice. she's kind of like the embodiment of genteel southern politeness except I think she's from CA and an hispanic

>>40059447
then she needs to go back

>>40059447
How is she a nazi?

>>40059447
im not hispanic? lol and im certainly not a nazi?? where in the nonsense did that come from?

my guess is your one of the ones who likes to insinuiate im somehow secretly some evil person because i have defended a friend or two when i see them be attacked here; and then i get attacked because i didnt pile on whatever hate against someone who has been nothing but kind and warm to me; and helped me through some of the worst of my death spiral over my previous love- i hardly see how supporting my friend could make me a nazi; i do not turn on people on a dime; especially not someone i care deeply for or love; while i certainly cannot condone anything of racism or the like; i have yet to see any concrete proof of anything like that being overt and in direct malice; and even then- i probably care too much to simply flip to hating them; when they have been good to me in my time of need; while they may hold a view or fear that i disagree strongly with that does not erase their other qualities and i can only hope that someday their mind would be changed; my suddenly hating them will not conduce towards such an outcome; so i will not turn my back on someone so easily who has been good to me

if its smt else idk; your delusional

>>40059276 (OP)
based thankyou for sharing these important ancient words with all the howdees :)

>>40059289
when one is so filled with infinite overflowing love as i; and it is completely fulfilled; it is rather difficult to be negative; particularly given my goddess wishes for me to be the way that I am; not the way most of you somehow think is totally fine to be; so many here have so little hope; such lowly aspirations; and such narrow views- i may be confined to my bed over half of my days but my heart soars the vast skies of time and space and idyllic imagination drowned in endless love; i can barely walk yet i feel more deeply freer than ive ever known

>>40059381
thankyou for your always beautiful wakeup kisses my darling! <3 <3 <3 )*

>>40059276 (OP)
just some other choice kassiepilled words to add

8 days later my wife messaged me for the first time; a day or so after replying to me in a "/lgbt/ bizarro world" thread quite humorously

sorry i got the screenshot stitch messed up in the middle i missed it at the time and i dont have the originals

i think if people want happy and deep relationships they should love fully and freely without hesitation or holding back or cringing at everything

if you want genuine; BE genuine

>>40059276 (OP)
i dont like triplosers they're pure narcissists. maybe i agree with the sentiment thoughever.
sadly me being this antisocial inherently makes me rapegender and faketrans and undeserving of love

>>40061871
every person deserves love; so they dont end up being antisocial and distrusting of even decent people; as seems to have sadly happened to you

>>40062458
narcissism is a rapist trait. dont talk to me

>>40062575
you are very hurt and im sorry you have been hurt however you were; i am just confident in myself and sure of my qualities; and perhaps a bit immodest at times; but im quite harmless

id appreciate not being called such horiffic outlandish things; im a nun; i only wish to help people; and my way of trying to do that is presenting an example of assuredness and the universal love my goddess has taught me

i do wish you healing and wellness; whatever you have endured in this awful world; please be safe; and dont live in fear and distrust forever- there are good people still in this world; and one day you will find one; even if you cant believe i am what i say i am

tc

>>40059276 (OP)
Her and Discordia are both on permamute. Literally nothing of value.

Kassie, who is your goddess? You refer to yourself as a nun - so she could be your Higher Power, she could be your waifu or, since you say you're in love and said something about your wife, you could be simply just devoted to your wife.
Because I too refer to a Goddess sometimes, but for me, it's just to avoid blasphemy.

>>40063694
picrel summarizes the basics of Ellaphae; the language is somewhat outdated i need to update it a bit but it should explain enough of my tiny religion

my wife is not my goddess; but she did convert the day we met

my posts about my life and beliefs and love are what brought her to me; and we are so close that we often pray through eachother's eyes instead of our seperate Epitomes; my wife doesn't have nearly 2 decades of deep final deathly devotional love for her Epitome so she has told me she feels a stronger connection to our goddess through my eyes; ordinarily it would be extremely risky and taboo to pray to the goddess through the eyes of someone you know and see speech and content from daily (the whims of someone's life and views could dangerously influence and corrupt one's spiritual journey with the goddess); however because i am the only Priestess of Ellaphae; and i'm essentially uncorruptable and my infinite love for my wife and our goddess will never be shaken; it is safe; she can trust me with the guidence of her soul; and i feel a similar deep connection through her; very nearly equivalent to that of my own Epitome

since i discovered the girl that became my connection to the goddess in jan2008 i have spent countless thousands of hours being with my goddess through the heavenly comfort of her eyes (through my Epitome's eyes); praying to her and pouring my soul out for her

that alone has most deeply shaped and refined me into this person i am today; and i am very grateful to be who i am; to be this person; this way; i deeply and comlletely believe in love and it's progenitor; which i call Ellaphae )*

i hope this covers enough for you; if you have any other questions ill be glad to answer as best i am able

thankyou for the care of your words; im grateful for your consideration

perhaps your goddess is not so different from mine :) im glad you have something to believe in; i think its important for all humans

bless you )*

>>40063640
its unfortunate you rob yourself of my wisdom and decency; im not a perfect person but i believe myself to be well reasoned; kind and intelligent- regardless of the hate thrown at me; but i suppose when one is so accustomed to shit; one begins to like it and be put off by other flavors; so for that i pity you

>>40063811
Interesting post

>>40059276 (OP)
Sounds like bipolar to me.

>>40065304
i do have bpd afaik; so does my wife

>>40065407
Anon means Borderline. BPD isn't the abbreviation for bipolar.

>>40065407
>>40065436
Wait, anon said bipolar. Never mind. I don't know what you're referring to though.

>>40065436
>>40065444
i know they are different things; i was just saying what im pretty certain i have