>being neurotic and looking at myself in the mirror
>face looks ok, body kinda makes me want to kms
>get drunk because i hate my life
>neurotic mirror time again
>face makes me wanna kms, body looks ok
i seriously cant tell how i look anymore. im losing my mind fuck my life

>>40062826 (OP)
just stop caring
what difference does it make

>>40063691
>just stop caring about passing
AAAAAAHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE YOU

Your brain automatically compensates for your face; however, that is an active process - one that suffers during inebriation.
Likewise, alcohol might make people more horny, and a state of arousal is marked by a focus on the body, along with reduced disgust.