for the anons from broken homes, do you think you would have ended up here still if you had a present father figure? all i had were mother figures and i blame that for everything

>>40066867 (OP)
ill go a step farther and say i had a very normal functional family and ended up here, you don't need to have trauma to be retarded

>>40066867 (OP)
Please, please don't blame yourself or your mom, or your dad for leaving. Even if it sounds so, so easy. It would make you spiteful, ruin if and whatever relationship you have with your mother (figures). If trannyism was caused by cptsd, no tranny would be from a healthy home. (Assuming mtf, but insert your letter freely). You can repress if you want, all you will do is that you turn undue hate against yourself. Believe me, that's not an easy place to be. Whatever you do, we will be here.

Maybe. Im not sure there is Any Redeeming quality To my Family Members. So idk what a 'Good' Home life would be.

I Do think i would be A significantly Shitter person if i was Cis, Though.

>>40066867 (OP)
If I had a mother figure I wasn't ended up as suicidal agp lateshit freak. Instead I would be a hsts youngshit with bf.

>>40066867 (OP)
Idk the only person I respected and acted like a mum to me was a dog and I didn't end up a furry

>>40066890
i am going to keep believing theres a better world where im not here
>>40066911
my brain is worthless goo and i gave myself my own ptsd out of stupidity
>>40066927
>Do think i would be A significantly Shitter person if i was Cis, Though.
why
>>40066928
single father??

>>40066867 (OP)
i don't want to put all the blame on my parents, it was also me being retarded and picking shitty friends

>>40066867 (OP)
it was all my parent's fault i ended up this way.

Why do people fixate on the idea of having a father figure? Aren't cis men usually pretty... Ya know... Shit? Mine was in the home yet in order for me to have a "true" father figure he would have had to unpack all the sexism and queerphobia, which 100% isn't happening.

>>40067214
if i had a present father figure he could have beaten the emotional baby out of me and id have been better off for it

>>40066955
Well i Have 2 Brothers & They turned out Terrible. the one i had a Good Relationship w/ Killed himself this january & The other Dude is Genuinely the most Insufferable shithead ive Ever Met. He used to routinely try to kill me.

If i was cis i Doubt my Mom wouldve molested me So That would be Nicer. But i think if I Didnt Have to deal w/ Being treated Like a Schizo all the time & Had my issues Taken Seriously (Like my brother has.) Then i would Be A Similar ammount of A Shithead as He is.

I Also Simply Dislike All Cis Men. Privlaged Rapist Shitheads. Even The nicest Ones i still Find Grating.

>>40067299
im sorry anon:( why do you hate even nicer cis men? what grates you?

>>40066867 (OP)
don't like 3/4 people come from "broken homes" now?

i dont think having a complete home would have fixed anything. i grew up with my dad, had some contact with my mother, and ultimately it was for the best they divorced

while life WAS difficult for us i dont think them being seperate was the factor that made me transition, i wanted to since i was 5 and didnt really understand or even care about the fact i had one parent until i was older and already transitioned

if anything i think its better my mother DIDN'T raise me, as she has serious problems with drinking wine and fighting with her new husband that i could not deal with constantly. she also asks far too much about my personal life i dont want to share, compared to my dad who for all his flaws lets me just exist in peace and doesnt bug me about everything.

even outside my house, i had nothing but strong male role models, male teachers were always really good and respectful, etc
female role models were actually worse, with worse teachers who told me i was worthless, carers and role models who were rude

a lot of people here are conflating "broken home" with "separated parents". i'd probably be better off if my parents were separated so they weren't constantly fighting up until i was 10 years old or so.

>>40067398
Being Cis & Being Non Intersex & Being Non Schizo & Non Autistic & Non Poor Means that they have insane unimaginably Better life then i get. & Even if they have Everything besides Being Trans- They Still Get to be Cis. & have Cis Privlage.

When ur labeled as crazy. AND transgender. They feed into eachother- Being Cruel to each one seperately Is a Controversial Topic. Because atleast like, 20-30% Of population thinks you should have rights. But you Become the worst of both worlds, When you have both. You have noone. The tranny activists Dont want U & the schizo Activists dont want U. Lose/Lose

Even If a Cis Man shares Everything Possible in common with me. He will never have both. He will never understand Just how little i am allowed to speak. How unfathomably Villanized you are as a Tranny

& Then ofcourse Beyond just the privlage. I do wish i had More Male traits. I wish i could Subscribe to Binary Gender & Feel good But im an Intersex Cishon Or a Massive Poon so How do U Win really. They just get everything. Handed. To. Them. I dont like It.

I want to be nice, And Sometiumes i do feel bad. When Im mean, But It feels So agonizing Listening to Cis men & Even Pretransition / Closet MTFs Speak- Because like. even if youre a freak. You Can Pretend. Im assigned Tranny At Birth Pretty Much. Unfair.

>>40069285
i feel for you anon. ive felt a taste of what it's like to be schizo and that sucked ass.
for what it's worth, repressing or living in the closet is almost always worse than being out, even for non intersex trannies

>>40067466
ive never talked about this anywhere because im a piece of shit for it but honestly im wondering the same thing. i almost feel lonely because everyone i know had bad childhoods and i can't relate because i don't have any real problems

>>40066867 (OP)
While my parents are together my mom is probably a femrepper, tried to live vicariously through me and gave me basically daddy issues. Now i crave dominant trans women and femreppers

>>40070547
a lot of people experience childhood trauma. what fucks someone up is when the trauma is very intense or there's no place where the child feels safe (like being a tranny)

>>40069285
>Schizo
I've tried to be friends with multiple schizo people but they just turn on me out of nowhere or are just unusually abrasive. Am I running into bad examples of your community or is this baseline?

>>40066867 (OP)
My father would not have changed anything about how I turned out. I didn't troon because of my upbringing. My upbringing caused me to repress and troon later in fact. My father wouldn't have changed that.

>>40066867 (OP)
no id probably be normal