I don't have anything substantial to say, I just need to let it be known. I want to put a fucking bullet in my head. I fucking hate feeling like this all the fucking time. I wish dysphoria would just go away, but I can't even bring myself to honmode.

I'm so sick of being stuck in cycles I can't escape from. The self loathing has to stop, I can't keep fucking living like this.

>>40069628 (OP)
Break the cycle

>>40069658
I'm TRYING NOTHING FUCKING WORKS

>>40069628 (OP)
you need to get into a fight like fight club style
or better, make a bomb.

>>40069628 (OP)
just take the pills and manmode retard

>>40069718
that's what I'm doing. it's not making me feel any happier though.

>>40069628 (OP)

Pretty sure I've seen your body. You're a whore heh. But you look good if that helps.

>>40069804
I wish I could make jokes and laugh like everyone online, but I can't even do that anymore. it's just tears and more tears, even right now I can't stop crying

You've never seen my body posted here, I've never posted my body/face here.

>>40069844

I'm talking about over discord lol. Let it out. Sometimes we're not okay, and that's okay.

>>40069844
anon becomes stronger

>>40069859
I don't post myself on discord either. also, thank you.

>>40069872
I'm going to 'become' dead pretty soon, if I can't improve my life.

>>40070068
>if I can't improve my life.
whats stopping you?

>>40070087
I'm too damn depressed and anxious to function. I can't get anything done when I'm constantly on the verge of tears.

>>40070107
and why?

>>40070068

You're welcome.

>>40070068
it's about how you choose to live and die
go out with a bang
don't let them forget who you are.