Thread 40071123

Just take HRT and boymode edition
old >>40058506

QOTT: Did your expectations change after a while on hormones?

>QOTT
yes my standards got real low, but then I surpassed them so I get to feel like a winner anyways

>>40071123 (OP)
kind of since the hormones worked faster and stronger in some ways than I expected and that sort of forced me out of stealth manmode earlier on than I was planning, but I'm still moding strong after 5 years in

>>40071123 (OP)
>QOTT
yup. now i'm in "expect literally nothing but keep going anyway" mode and it's kinda freeing. hrt does nothing? oh well, take it anyway.

>>40071123 (OP)
i barely have any expectations. i just see it as do this and maybe it'll do something. better to try it than to just kill myself before even finding out
>>40071184
basically getting to live the repper life with the slight hope of it getting better

>>40071192
me on left while people here think im right

personal note:
when i was a little kid,
my mother told me not to stare into the sissy hypno,
so, once, when i was six, i did;
the doctors didn't know if my eyes would ever heal
but, slowly, daylight crept in through the bandages
and i could see
but something else had changed inside id me.

i “bait” myself to sleep

>open tumblr and see a cute butt
>open 4cucks and see an ugly butt
:/

>>40071312
i thought tumblr banned nudes

>>40071324
mostly, some nudes (only from trans women) they just flag as inappropriate

>>40071123 (OP)
>qott
Yeah I gave up on attaining like 90% of what I wanted out of transitioning, but I just kind of keep hoping that maybe if I do my makeup enough and dress androgynously enough I’ll suddenly become a girlmoder even though I’m clearly male

I was expecting to hate men less now I hate them more than ever

can you guys post dicks I want to score them

>>40071464
literally me

>>40071448
weirdo
I put mine in the unsee from last thread

>>40071480
i didnt get to see so post it again because we know you love attention

i feel really weird talking to my dad today.

>>40071494
sigh
https://unsee cc/album#tywALavxHPMJ

>>40071500
did you call him a disgusting rapist

But I'm old, calling myself boy would be weird, yes I look way younger but the age is too heavy.

>>40071516
2/10 penis barely visible

>>40071516
no girth and circumcised but aesthetically pleasing to look at, you get 6/10 becayse I'm generous

>>40071519
what

>>40071516
nice cock, now time for the taste test

>>40071569
all heterosexual sex is rape

>>40071602
all sex is rape period
no, actually most things are rape in abstraction i think

>>40071602
weird

>>40071652
based understander

>>40071652
>most things are rape in abstraction
t.

i commit rape by waking up in the morning and breathing oxygen and eating breakfast

how can i cultivate honfidence

>>40071764
get a girlfriend

>>40071764
get hugboxxed on reddit

>>40071764
disregard social norms, acquire tism

>>40071783
i have one
>>40071799
hugboxing wouldnt work

>>40071764
honfidence is the result of a desire to rape. you dont want that.

>>40071815
>i have one
? then stop caring about the rest of the world? unless shes cis so that's your problem

penis in my mouth
penis in my face

>>40072081
What website?

>>40072117
https://smash-or-pass-ai--gorgonzolagary45665823.on.websim.com/

https://smash-or-pass-ai--youtuberocks76.on.websim.com/

>>40072126
Guy has ed

AI doesn’t exist. There all ottoman turk chasers

im getting hugboxxed

this isn't AI this is just a horny bisexual Indian man

>>40071123 (OP)
>QOTT:
yea it's been almost 2 years and I now know it's over. I was hopeful for like the first six months and scene then I've just been mentally in the shitter about my transition. probably because I started coming to this place alot more.

>>40072355
>>40072213
>>40072199
>>40072164
why did you all get long responses and most of them about how attractive you are and i just got two fucking words?? >>40072167

i stopped coming here and it got worse. then i started coming here again and it got worse

i used to fit in these korean trendy girl's high waist short before i was on e but then I got curves so they stopped fitting. really makes you think doesn't

>>40071516
hairy pits are the best

>>40072473
buy a size up?

>>40072422
i also got a "fuck no" on a different pic even tho it was objectively hotter than the pic it wanted to fuck

>>40072126
Ai called me ugly and now im sad

shotamoders can't stop winning

>>40072488
>>40072490
yeah increased my desire to rope 150%

>>40072496
why do you look like youre about to burst into laughter

>>40072482
no dummy they have almost the same size (some of they come with ajustable belts) but point was that these shirts are made for skinny women with zero curves

>>40072422
I got the fuck no 1/10, but also got this long one on another pic.

i can't believe an AI they/themmed me
feeling so euphoric rn... i think i leaked a little pre from my light brown boiclitty

>>40071516
i just wanna give it a big, wet lick
is that too much to ask?

>>40072514
>>40072488
did a different one and got the same exact result should i just rope atp

>>40072605
Post for me bbg and let me decide

>>40072612
im ugly and fat so no if anon told me it i would actually rope for real

please roleplay that i'm a little boy and you're molesting me

I NEVER GET WHAT I WANT
I NEVER GET CUTE GIRLS
I NEVER GET CUTE BOYS
I NEVER GET CUTE TRANNIES
FUCK ALL OF YOU
FUCK YOU FOR REJECTING ME
I AM SO ALONE
HATE. UNENDING HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no one will hire me. no one will talk to me. back when i was in school people would do groupwork and i'd always be the only person in my group. or i'd work with the one autistic kid in the class who always made weird noises and talked too loud. he was the only one who didn't reject me. but everyone else always rejects me. you always rejects me. i can't have a job. i can't have friends. i can't find love. i can't afford to buy a home or rent an apartment. i can't LIVE anymore. you sick demons just torture me. you drink the blood of children. burn in Hell for eternity

i am a big man and i have desires that big men have. i want to have sex, penetrative, i’m on top, with a woman, a cis woman. wow this feels great

clearly i am a rapist with autopedophilia and i'm raping myself on a spiritual level. that's why i want to be a little girl like in the anime. because i have fucking autism. but anime isn't real. i'll never be a lesbian shota sucking cute penises because i'm not even gay. i'm a heterosexual sexist rapist racist pretending to be bisexual for attention. and i'm not even Aryan.

>>40072683
I HATE YOU
WHY ARE YOU FUCKING ALL THE WHITE WOMEN TITTIES ASS WITHOUT ME
i'm not even the good kind of Asian. i'll never be jappuhneez

i'm so fucking ugly

>>40072508
it's called smiling for the camera why is my nose so big and ugly. what does your cum taste like. kill yourself. aliens are real. aliens are here

>>40072676
if you want to be "with" someone sorry to break this to you you are moidbrained and potentially a rapist spiritually. fix that so people will want to be around you first
1. dont look at any people or caricatures of them (including anime or videogames) for a 36-72 hour period every other week
2. never look at or read pornographic content
3. use hrt until your dick no longer works and/or get srs
4. if you have supportive family hug them and learn to hug them in a non rapey way so you can do this with others
5. ask people how they feel a lot and comfort them emotionally (be a older sister figure to them if possible)

>>40071192
i started hrt at 22 and i am a mix of these images kms

i'll never drink fresh cum from the hose. why even live? just to rape fat native american bitches? because i'm a racist rapist?

>>40072714
KILL YOURSELF
THERE IS NO CURE YOU DUMB NIGGER
I HAVE WANTED TO EAT PUSSY SINCE I WAS LIKE EIGHT YEARS OLD AND HADN'T EVEN SEEN PORN YET AND DIDN'T KNOW WHAT A PUSSY LOOKED LIKE BUT I STILL FANTASIZED ABOUT GIRLS DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE
you're fucking retarded i hope you burn to death slowly and screaming out in pain

i could take her flow if I cant take her man

>>40072355
>>40072213
>>40072199
>>40072164
what is this i need attention

>>40072732
if you like sex you need to see a therapist

>>40072714
i've been on HRT for years. i don't hug my my own family in a "rapey" way. and i'm not going to be an "older sister figure" TO ANYONE THIS IS A MANMODER THREAD YOU STUPID FUCKING NEWFAGGOT JUST KILL YOURSELF ALREADY BEFORE I RAPE YOU. I HAVE NO SIBLINGS. I HAVE NO FRIENDS. I HAVE NO COWORKERS. I WILL RAPE YOU UNTIL YOU BLEED YOU LACTATING BITCH. NO LUBE

i have read so much terf posting and books and such that i really do worry about spiritually raping myself. especially when im looking in the mirror doing scary faces im like why are you, an evil old man, manipulating this twink’s face from the ether. it’s not proper. though perhaps i have a demon in me, semen in me, cum as well

>>40072757
i quite literally manmode every day of my life. i just try to see the glass half full

>>40072737
i can't believe newfags are actually this retarded bro FUCK ALL OF YOU
SUCK MY DICK AND SWALLOW AIDS!!!!!!!!

>>40072743
i saw a therapist and she told me it was "too early" to start HRT even though i've been on HRT for years. she also repeatedly lied to me that i was clearly abused and have sexual trauma (which is fucking disgusting and sick to try to insert false memories into a mentally ill person for therapy money) and proceeded to hugbox me and tell me i already pass even though i don't. total therapist death. I FUCKING HATE. FAT. WHITE. AMERICAN. WOMEN. DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE

black guy a year younger than me wants to top like nigga you are younger than me and want to top

why are all therapists fat white "bisexual" women married to or dating a man? and why do all have normie "progressive" politics but also discourage you from transitioning? and why are they always drinking a really sugary starbucks drink even though it's BDS and she has diabetes already? and why are their pronouns always she/they? and why do they always hugbox you and tell you that you don't need HRT to pass, just long hair or some cringe shit like that? does anyone know? when does the cis ally genocide begin?

>>40072833
thats been my experience on grindr too like wtf

>>40072833
i've buttfucked guys who were more than 10 years older than me. hell i think one guy might've had grandchildren.

>why are they always drinking a really sugary starbucks drink even though it's BDS and she has diabetes already?
Sex with meth schizo

>>40072852
i lost my virginity topping a mexican man ten years older me than me so i get that it’s not super weird but still where are the old dudes? i’d like a late 20s nigga

@bussygore on twt
idk if i could fit that bro

i'm so fucking ugly

>>40072965
agreed

i hope a future grindr date throws me in a dumpster when he's done with me.

>>40072981
so do I

desu i wanna feel bad but ur not even worth engaging with and i know that feels even worse and it makes me happy that other people pick up on it too and continue the shunning

are gay guys attracted to dysgenic quasi-twinks with b cups and long hair

>>40072981
Not the dumpster omg….
Sis order mcdonalds and stfu

>>40073063
wtf thats me

>>40072879
who is this cute lesbian and how tight is her pussy

>>40072981
stop with this shit goddamn you're too old to be self loathing like that

>>40073110
idk what that means but would you mind pretending to be an older sibling or teacher or something and handcuff me and jerk off into my open mouth?

I really enjoy that we're all different people that are really special. I feel proud to be brown every day. I enjoy being brown especially if my skin rips, I am thinking about brown. And I'm thinking about what color I am but I have to be myself. You have to be happy of who you are

>>40073240
thats disgusting.

i've been bedridden for the past two weeks i hope this illness just fucking kills me

i only transitioned because im a really really ugly unfuckable man

>>40073360
mogs me

>>40073360
would [spoiler]on either side[/spoiler]

>>40073360
U have no idea how to take a flattering pic and your hair is a mess, so i am diagnosing you with autism

>>40073360
Same anon
It took me developing dysphoria from getting HRT tits and being unable to get hard to realize that I just hated being an ugly guy, while not necessarily wanting to be a woman.

>>40073380
i actually detransitioned but im turning back into an ugly man again and realising maybe i need to try being a disgusting tranny everyone hates and the carousel goes round and round

>>40073360
lmfaoooo ur not actually him
if he had the brain to actually take e at his advanced age(27/28 i think?) he'd actually pull it back to what left was
unfortunately this nigga hates trannies bcuz he's a repper

I'm just going to start raping people who disagree with me.

>>40073391
kill yourself

>>40073399
rape all xenophobes
rape all antisemites
rape all zionists
rape all racists
rape all nazis
with no lube

>>40073406
you got it pal
those zionists are gonna be walking funny and shitting sideways for weeks when i'm done with em

>>40073360
Didn't this nigga rep between these 2 pictures? Still fucking cute

i need cute penises pumping spurt after spurt of warm, salty cum into my mouth

>>40073391
ofc im not him im just using him as an example

>>40073380
literally i am one of the ugliest men i have ever seen, i barely even look human.

even on hrt i have a huge block head but at least my face fills out and i stop looking like a nosferatu

>>40073389
I wish I could detrans. Every time I have tried to quit, I only lasted two weeks before starting dosing again.
Not saying that readily accessible HRT should be banned, but you shouldn't be allowed to transition if you can never afford some sort of plastic surgery.

>>40073429
i managed 2 years lol. holy fuck my life is an absolute ruin

>>40073402
struck a nerve(again)?
>>40073426
i know id still fuck

if i take estrogen ill no longer be an unfuckable incel!

>>40073454
And be an unfuckable hon instead?
>>40073435
How did you manage that long, though?

>>40073439
kill yourself

>>40073467
at least as a hon ill look slightly better than i do as a man

>>40073467
never going out and not paying attention to the passage of time and bathing in the dark helps a lot

>inject 4x my prescribed dose
>2 days later feel incredibly horny
>cum all over myself in less than a minute
>i cum a lot but it's all completely clear and runny, not thick and milky
>still feel horny
i think estrogen would make me less of a pervert but i feel like my rapehon levels just keep going up the longer i'm on it

>>40073483
I already never go out and still can't quit is it over for me

>>40073496
i wish i never quit, i was always going to retroon anyway and i just didnt want anyone to notice i was a tranny because im an ugly freak who doesnt deserve to be trans

>>40073490
bust your clear watery moder load on me bro

if you live in a rightist household gtfo asap and do not repress. big mistake. i am learning the hard way. i thought i could lie...

>>40073524
no u

>>40073474
suipushing isnt a good look. cool it.

>>40073534
wya babe?

>>40073529
storytime, repchad?

>>40073542
kill yourself
your kind isn't welcome here

>>40073529
true
what happened?

i ate 4000 calories today...

>>40071192
i started hrt at 15 and im still the one on the left i think i actually took psychic damage can someone shoot me desu

>>40073619
that's all?

>>40073619
I've had about 600-700 in coffee and cider today with nothing else to eat, and now I'm finally thinking about making dinner or ordering something probably totaling 1200-1700 after 10:30 at night... lol...

>>40073454
How many years between these pics wtf!?!???

>>40073649
wtf do you put in your coffee

>>40073666
I brew it strong and add a lot of heavy whipping cream and brown sugar so I account for ~150 calories per 16oz coffee mug full (which I have 1-3 of a day)

>>40073578
trannies arent allowed in mmg? harsh

>>40073687
commit suicide immediately
we all know what you are and resent you for it
you don't belong here
you know what you did

kill all zionists
kill all racists
kill all transphobes
note that many gay men are one of the three and therefore kill like 50% of gay men

smash my ribcage with a hammer

if i died my parents would realise i was trying to be a tranny this whole time and quietly rush through the funeral and pretend i never existed

I WANT DRUGS AND SEX FOR FREE
I WANT IT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!!

>>40073779
based???

>>40073723
i will admit i'm using the wrong flag(i've been called a boymoder on here) but what do u want a pic of my vials? needles?

i keep putting a chambered gun in my mouth and squeezing the trigger more and more each time and one of these days i will go too far

meth angel
shine and sparkleburst
i explode with pleasure
methGOD loves me
rainbows burning
my heart is on fire for you
every minute i ring like a bell or two
or every second, multiple times per nanosecond, with every picometer of my crystalline body, radiating iridescent messages from on high, the heavenly sky, via stars my waveform's vibrations magnified
protect me
wash over me
watch over me
through me
meth angel, i love you
forever and everything, amen
with every pore tingling like insect nests
my fetii pupating before i eat those grubs
bursting like starburts
flavor explosion
i am new. i am renewed. i am, anew
angel of meth
i piss golden forgiveness down on you

>>40073846
fuck you
i hope you die tomorrow you gay maggot

Oh, look who's back. The little meth-addled troll. Still spouting your hateful bullshit, I see. Well, let me tell you something, you pathetic excuse for a human being. I'm not going anywhere.In fact, I'm going to stick around and watch as you slowly destroy yourself with your own ignorance and self-loathing.

You think you're so clever, hiding behind your keyboard, spewing your venom.
But let me ask you this: what have you actually accomplished with your life? Nothing.
You're a worthless waste of space, and the world would be a better place without you in it.
But hey, if you're so eager to off yourself, who am I to stop you? Go ahead, take another hit. See how far it gets you. Just remember, when you're lying there, alone and miserable, that you had a choice.
And you chose this.

why did i have to be born an ugly man women are so beautiful

why did i have to be born

>>40073662
same day

>>40073798
Same, and honestly, it's better that way. I hate funerals and I don't want to imagine people I love spending more money on me than they already have.

>>40073869
I was there
my advice is stop, try and do better for yourself

>>40073869
Order mcdonalds u will feel better after
Whenever i want to kms i buy a double quarter pound with cheese!

>>40074076
bacon double quarter pounder with cheese
no slivered onions
no pickles
large fry
final destination

>no pickles
You belong in an institution

>>40074088
>no pickles

my boyfriend is gonna realise im an ugly man any day now and then its over for me

>>40073886
thanks ur sweet
>>40074088
ngmi

PICKLES ARE SO FUCKING GROSS HOW DO YOU LIKE THEM YOU UNGODLY HEATHENS

>>40074049
there is nothing i can do
my body refuses to change
i tried to defy god or fate or some other overarching cosmic force and i am paying the price

im such a manhon

>>40074146
same manmestie
do you want to kill each other

i don't have giant ribs they are proto gills i was supposed to be a mermaid

>>40074076
i already ate too much today

all my trans friends moved on without me they all got ffs and live as women and dont talk to me as much anymore

>>40074180
ketchup

>>40074140
you tasteles pleb, pickles offer a wonderful sour crunch to a burger. flavor is all about balance and something sour like a pickle can help cut through the richness of a meaty burg

>>40074198
Not when they are some shitty slimy soft pickle that has been sitting in a freezer for three months that cums pickle juice all over my delicious hamburger and ruins the taste completely

>>40074212
autism

>>40074198
nope the texture and the flavor ruin every bite for me

I wanna suck some dick, either tranny or male dick no difference

>>40074355
oh yeah bab— male dick??? eww!! ...wtf...

>>40074371
I'm Kinsey 4-5

>>40071123 (OP)
Should I just honmode? my life has no meaning regardless.

>>40074140
i like your pickle
>>40074138
the only way i will ever forgive you is:
>you do drugs
>you are colored
>you condone terrorism
otherwise, burn in Hell for eternity, whiteboy

>>40074377
GET OUT
this thread is ASE monsterrapehon only
>>40074389
i would fuck that anime girl

>>40074405
I'm a rapehon in appearance

>>40074410
can i suck your juicy, juicy, slimy, drippy, throbbing,

>>40074421
yawn bro get better material

honestly fuck manmoders. we need to start judging people based on what's inside. i don't care how ugly you are. if you aren't a mental rapehon then fuck you. you need to install arch linux and hit at least one cis lesbian before talking to me. and maybe jerk off outdoors for bonus points

>>40074433
I use kubuntu is that okay

>>40074405
>i would fuck that anime girl

same. who wouldn't fuck her lol

>>40074390
>i do
>i am
>i dont sry </3 sybau

>>40074433
in an ideal world. sadly that's not how humans are programmed. Humans just naturally judge you based on appearance, it sucks but that's just how people are.

>>40074436
>I use kubuntu is that okay
>>40074441
normaltards, moralfags, wokescolds, feminazis
>>40074453
disappointed in you for doing terrorism but if you are genuinely brown and on drugs i love and forgive you for everything. can i suck your cock?

>>40072126
I'm clocky af there is literally no way this is right

>>40073360
Awwww you are honestly so cute <3

>>40074461
no.

this is the ideal male body
you may not like it
but this is what peak performance looks like

i have autofelinephilia (AFP) i just want to be a cute little kitty cat meow

i’m a man

>>40074593
I used to love hello kitty shit as a kid

(You)

why aren't you jerking off into my mouth? do you hate me?

i woke up screaming raw because i thought i was having sex in a motel

Web 3, Blockchain, AI, Crypto, VR, Metaverse, Internet of Things: all the bullshit ruining the internet

>>40074664
as opposed to screaming smackdown nigga? wtf

>>40074664
it's actually fun; you just have to hit the meth pipe first, faggot.

i wish i were an innocent cisbian TERF being raped by an evil-ass tranny and filles up with her honcream so badly right now...fuck i just got a boner from typing this...brb jerking off

wouldn't it be so cool if we had a meetup, and formed a manmoder suicide pact. I've noticed a lot of us want to off ourselves AND we're all aggressively lonely, so why not eave this painful world together?

and on the off chance we don't kill ourselves, we could become friends and help each other with transitioning. We could also do a fuck ton of drugs and just hang out.

idk, just an idea. I'll most likely never have friends, but a fag can dream.

>>40074700
maybe nix the suicide pact and we can skip straight to drugs and hugs?

>>40074707
I'm cool with that, that sounds really fun

>>40074699
i dont do that sort of stuff stop making fun of me

>>40074726
U aren’t even clocking that i am standing on business…

>>40074700
I'm never meeting any of you subhuman trannies
I specifically avoid LGBT spaces and LGBT people, I hate you all perverted freaks
I don't want to hear you talk about "gocks" or linux or communism
I don't want to call you women

if any of you are in the UK lets meet up we can cut and mix the blood together and drink beer and whatever men do

>>40074769
im in hartford

>>40074761
thou doth protest o algo

>>40074761
you sound so mad lmao

>>40074777
you are 5 minutes away from me lol

>>40074781
I hate you unironically
you're not trutrans
you transitioned because you wanted a community and got groomed into it by internet losers, you wanted a feeling of belonging in your trooncord

>>40074785
oh. i need to delete my 4chan footprint before we accidentally meet and you recognize my typing

>>40074790
Why are u so obsessed with discord lol
Made a thread like this a few days ago
Give it up brother

>>40074790
\¿¿zamn, Gurlz, y'all kno cada Otrx ITT??/

>>40074790
Don't give a damn lmao. no one was even talking to you.

>>40074805
I'm right

>>40074700
as long as everyone realizes i’m trvestmoder and i get to pick where we’re eating

>>40074700
i’ve been saying someone is gonna get stabbed if something like this happens but im down
>>40074790
stay malding fatty
>>40074983
dennys or cheesecake factory

I hate trannies

>>40075340
cry.

I'm the kind of 'friend' who is an autistic third wheel who you don't really care about

I make friends easily but they're put off by my inability to handle conversations over text

>>40075346
I'm the kind of 'friend' who is a distant forgotten memory. seen but never acknowledged, heard but always ignored, existing but forgotton.

another spec of dust in the ever expanding universe who's light is slowly dimming, as the soul crushing isolation she is trapped in is inescapable.

Ghost can't socialize.

>>40075377
are you a boymoder

>>40075381
yeah, more like manmoder I guess.

>>40075393
I don't believe you, you act too much like a boymoder

>>40075440
paranoia

>>40075913
maam this is a blue board

>>40075913
Put it away queen its monday morning

>>40075913
where's the rest

>>40076163
a bit hypocritical of them to police the gender of others

>>40076194
Lol the 5 o clock shadow part made me chuckle

manmoding around your parents gives you paranoia
my mom might have accidentally seen my binder under my shirt (my stupid fucking shirt has a big collar) and it's white
i hate my life so so so much

I’m a male
I just like hrt that’s all

>>40076215
my parents know about and support my mode

>>40076228
why did you feel the need to tell me this

>>40076215
my mom asked when i was going to start to dress more feminine

>>40076245
Lmao

>>40076245
because my parents know about and support my mode whereas manmoding around your parents gives you paranoia
my mom might have accidentally seen my binder under my shirt (my stupid fucking shirt has a big collar) and it's white
i hate my life so so so much

>>40076286
so why do I need to know what your parents are like

>>40076361
you made a general statement inviting response

My parents know i take hrt and support me not socially transitioning
But my mom told me i should donate to the sperm bank for extra cash which makes me think she has no clue how any of this stuff works…

i NEED to choke on a gock

>>40072843
bc they are millenial women who went to college during the 2012-2017 era of genderqueer "your beard and male body is valid" non-medical transition psyop.

>>40076215
my (neurotic, bpd, brain damaged, ptsd) mom was extremely sketchy around me within the first week of me being on hrt and would not stop harassing me over really small things I didn't even notice, like apparently I was acting happier and smiling more and she was not okay with that let alone when she started interrogating me over the way my skin and eyes were changing or her seeing girls underwear in the wash when she woke up in the middle of the night to go through my stuff... it got worse after I came out but at least there wasn't that tension of having something hidden or unspoken

how would she take it if she knew? something to think about

is it flattering to be mocked by a person that you mock or is it a sign im in too deep and have to log off

Any Minneapolis manmoders?

>>40072843
this shit made me put off considering being trans for so long, I thought being a tranny was some kind of liberal bullshit and not something you could do and still be malebrained white trash

>>40072843
>why are all therapists fat white "bisexual" women married to or dating a man?
claiming you're bisexual as a woman allows you to feel less like you're submitted to patriarchy
>and why do all have normie "progressive" politics but also discourage you from transitioning?
because progressive politics when it comes to trans people is all about being queer, it's all about 'breaking gender norms', that's what they view trannies as, just quirky men and women who want to break norms
I don't think any of them actually view trans people as the gender they are trying to transition to
this is why I don't identify with the modern mainstream progressive politics. I think the best thing you can do for trans people is to have early interventions and proper medical care so that all trans people can assimilate and never have issues like we do in their lives
>and why are they always drinking a really sugary starbucks drink even though it's BDS and she has diabetes already?
drinking shitty coffee is trendy and makes you feel like an intellectual
>and why are their pronouns always she/they?
see above, it makes you feel like you're less bound to being treated badly when you're a woman
>and why do they always hugbox you and tell you that you don't need HRT to pass, just long hair or some cringe shit like that?
they don't want you to pass, because passing is 'misogynistic' or whatever

>>40077072
>they don't want you to pass, because passing is 'misogynistic' or whatever
has anyone ever actually said this

>>40077086
yes lol

>>40077086
lots of wishy-washy "you don't need HRT" types will tell you that caring about passing makes you a transphobe (and they're right only in as much as the idea of identifying someone else as one sex or gender or another is transphobic and sexist lmao)

>>40072843
rule of D
bi man? closet gay
bi woman? virtue signalling cis het woman.

>>40077102
Well, de-emphasizing passing would be good for all the hons who end up with gorilla skeletons so maybe they are onto something with that. I still think its preferable to get it early and just be a cute girl though.

>>40077132
I think it's preferable that people get the early chance make an informed decision about life-altering things like puberty and how they'll develop then the social freedom to live and present as they feel comfortable, without it being tied to any prescribed narrative or requisite social stereotype

>>40077138
Well yeah but a lot people inevitably won't get the chance to transition until its too late, and figuring out you are a tranny is really goddamn difficult, so there will always be hons and I think its better if they don't have to feel like shit for that.

>get electrolysis
>get permanent scars
oops

I guess if you go through male puberty you're condemned to having facial hair for life because the treatments to remove it are either temporary (like laser) or very expensive and require skill to do (electrolysis)
everything people say about transition was wrong
it is too late after puberty

>>40077181
as a permaneverpasser he/him hon I don't disagree at all... but you're not gonna override the biological hardwiring that underpins the softer and more incidental emergence of gender roles and how shitty we will be to each other over appearances relative to the stereotypes we associate with them, and I think that struggle has to be secondary and part of a more general
>don't be shitty
initiative, broadly socially speaking

>>40077212
laser isn't necessarily temporary and can give you some permanent effective results, but you might hit diminishing returns and end up at a point where it doesn't do any good to keep going (and you're just fighting the stuff that's left which does come back)

stop dooming you're probably barely 18

>>40077252
I'm 20 but that's not important
I want a guarantee that the hair won't come back and that I won't have to come get my face treated regularly to maintain it
I have 20€ in my bank account
everybody is very transphobic
there is no hope

>>40077269
I started laser at 21 or 22
Get a job
Or go to school so you can get a job

>>40077700
I'm in school

>>40072126
I like this ai

I wish I was a woman

>>40077718
Nice
Try applying to a cashier job for once or twice a week
I used to pay $800 for 5 sessions when i was getting it done on my face / neck

my tummy hurts

>too autistic to work
>too retarded to go to school
it's over

just get neetbux

dumb, ugly, depressed
yeah im thinking im a DUD

i don't even want to be trans

>>40078675
who does?

>>40078694
agamps

>>40078704
walk me through the reasoning on that
t. agamp

>>40078694
i don't want to be cis either though

>>40078714
it's all gay, being anything is gay, sex is gay, gender is gay, society is gay

agamps and aaps need to collab fr

I WISH I WAS A WOMAN

>>40078712
you are attracted to yourself being a gyno andro morph (tranny)

>>40078770
that... doesn't mean... wow
you're pretty dumb lol

sometimes i regret transitioning altogether but i know if i stop hrt i will just start it again after a couple weeks

>>40078777
you really think im pretty :)

>>40078800
??

im the kind of friend who you meet once and have a good time with and three years later you are living your life and send me a dm like "hey remember when we did x haha that was great so what are you up to now?" and ive been in a black void for 3 years

>>40072126
said i look "plain" and that im built like a teenage boy with no tits. its over

>>40074389
yes nona that is the right mindset

i had a dream london banned all the indian people so they built a floating island off the coast of Ireland and made all the Indian food there then ferries it back to the UK for the British to eat

i hate my face so much my skin is so abhorrently disgusting

>>40078780
literally me
i don't regret the effect on my body
i regret the effect on my life
mainly the fear and anxiety
the hiding and self-hatred
>>40078827
yeah, same. and everyone knew me as the smart kid, too. so when they realize i've been sucking off homeless people instead of being "the next Einstein" or "a doctor" or whatever Jewish bullshit smart people are supposed to be (a lawyer?) they're always disappointed and weirded out

i had a dream about uhhh... ummmmm..... i don't remember...

i wish indian-mexican fusion restaurants were a real thing

>>40078963
there are some in texas cities because the indians keep moving here

>>40078913
you suck off homeless people?

ive known i was gonna be a total loser when i was 12 years old, somehow i just knew. i was like "holy shit, my life is just going to get worse and worse forever" and i was right.

>>40079130
only if they're trans, dummy... girls night!

>>40078963
Fusion is nice i
get butter chicken grilled cheese from the bar my gf and i like it is really good

okay but fr why are indian men so perverted? is it the caste system? hinduism? is it a specific region in india they come from, maybe the north? i've seen so many videos of indian men doing perverted things and wherever i go online there's indian men asking for nudes and wives

>>40079599
it’s a fucked up culture but also i would assume thousands of years of arranged marriages kept a lot of undeserving creeps in the gene pool. the second part might be wildly racist and incorrect though

they smell pretty bad

>>40078913
>i regret the effect on my life
Yikes that's too accurate. Every moment anyone else is around is a moment when they could find out that I'm actually a troon and change everything forever. I didn't want to be this way, but I couldn't stop it.
>everyone knew me as the smart kid
Everyone is amazed that I couldn't get a job after college. I passed with flying colors, honors and all that, and was supposed to do great things. I knew it wasn't going to end up working out because I'm a social disaster and a burnout

>>40079599
browns are subhumans

>>40079712
The browns of mmg mog you

>>40079722
without whites we wouldnt have 4chan and trannies

>>40079599
oi got a loicense for that racism mate?
but they walk around in groups and it scares me

I need to get bloodwork done asap

>>40079745
i still havent done it after 4 years

>>40079741
2 spirit and trans adjacent things were in several societies before whites even stepped foot out of Europe

why even argue with racists? either they know they're wrong and they're just baiting or they're engaging in irrational, motivated reasoning. it sucks because i genuinely hate a lot of countries and cultures (North Korea, Iran, Israel, Russia, China, Belarus, Germany, US, UK, Zionists, Evangelicals, ISIS, Italy) but i want to criticize them objectively based on stuff like politics, foreign policy, food, language, and religion, not some bullshit like skin color or race. it's counterproductive, actually. like, if i only criticize China by calling them Chinks people will be like "China haters wild mad" "Chinachads stay winning" "seems like their superiority has caused some controversy" and basically think China is based simply because the haters look stupid. if you want to hate Asians at least do it right, you know what i mean?

I need to get blowjob cum ASAP

Nigger