>>40075814 (OP)>>40076060the thing is i read romance for nonsexual reasons. i cry over it. i actually read a lot of yaoi fics. i actually do read a decent amount of femslash romance stuff too. but when i read romance i get disgusted if it turns into blatant sex. i cant read stuff like that.
when i need to orgasm i just fantasize about getting touched tenderly or held down violently and sometimes listen to audio of people moaning. i bury my face in a pillow and rub between my legs and up along my groin.
idk what that all is. malebrained and autistic probably :(
masturbation makes me feel like a rapist anyway