>>40082284 (OP)i did today too nona but ive lost most ppl through life and deserve it also have been pushing ppl away bc life’s too hard also have been obnoxiously neurotic burden and in my vulnerability made it clear how much of a hon i am and idk i had two ppl and now i have one and i should have no one bc im a tard and dont know how to interact and am toxic i hope i hope i kms outside this everything is falling apart good luck everyone snd its prolly not even that bad for me am just a baby and what is bad ik i deserve i hope hell isn’t as bad as what i think but it is probably beyond what i can even comprehend of horror