bpdemons and everyone else with a personality disorder only exist to make everyone else's life worse

>>40082829 (OP)
I suffer way more than you

>>40082829 (OP)
noooo
my boyfriend loves me and he says hes happier after meeting me

>>40082829 (OP)
hi trinity, please forgive me

>>40082829 (OP)
it should be illegal for BPD people to date normal people
they should only be allowed to date other BPD people

>>40082829 (OP)
bpdemon here, this is actually completely true and if i could unmeet everyone i know and give them a nicer life without me i would.

>>40082829 (OP)
I only want someone to love me ;~;

>>40082923
FALSE

>>40083060
he loves me :(
he tells me all the time and we’ve been together for like 1.5 years

>>40082915

That doesn't have anything to do with what he said. Jumping to the gun on something irrelevant that nobody but other pathetics care about.

>>40082915
what does sharing that accomplish?

All the "BPDemons" I have met can be separated into two catagories:
1. An extremely shallow and vulnerable narcissist
2. An extremely PTSD infested sweetheart with abandonment fears

>>40083056
>I only want someone to love me ;~;
>Does everything possible to alienate anyone who makes the mistake of them their contact information
yeah okay buddy

My fiancee has BPD but i think it is subclinical at this point. it was horrible in the begining of our relationship. she suffered so much mental anguish and would hallucinate and lash out at every percieved slight. i felt so bad for her and would just hold her all night as she hallucinated scary things. she's been much more stable for years now and is much happier. I love her.

>>40084115
i mean bpd is incredibly similar to c-ptsd
but also the two types are not mutually exclusive

>>40084115
yar i have ptsd and idk if it’s bpdemon but idk it definitely is toxic idk i am also extremely dysfunctional but im also probably a shallow vulnerable narcissist too but idk brain hurts nona. also like im in treatment for it and its making me really emotionally disregulated but friendships and stuff are near impossible

>>40084207
>have mental illness that distorts your thoughts in a way that makes you unpleasant to be around
>still wants human interaction

>>40084955
yeah idk i feel i should be punished for it honestly

>>40083963
>>40083368
KYS I WISH IWA DEADYOURE LITERALLY AN EMPATHYLESS NORMALFAG I HOPE A DRUNK MANIAC CRASHES INTO YOUR CAR OR APARTMENT

>>40084959
based + true nonny

>>40084959
i <3 bpdemons
(it hurts to be around you when i can feel emotion and you're having a breakdown but i love you anyways and you didn't do anything to deserve this)
>>40084958
above may be relevant.
that feeling that you should be punished for it is part of the distorted thoughts. i love you anon and i hope you can find that love for yourself, and learn how to forgive yourself. <3

>>40084955
i was being sarcastic here. sorry to any bpdemons who read it as serious :(

>>40084990
its okay nonny, it really DOES make me unpleasant to be around
any sane person would rather have normal friends or lovers, I will always be a last resort or some kind of prize for men who think they can fix me

>>40084981
hmmmm ty nona but this seems sus also not an actual bpd poster jus a ptsd larper

>>40084996
this i hate knowing im a burden and ive been too open with myself recently and only makes it worse also fear like makes me toxic also it is narcissistic to be so caught up inside maybe

genuinely i am such a retard and nothing will get better i’ve known this since i was little and it just keeps getting worse n worse

>>40082829 (OP)
good. Normalfags like you are evil.

>>40085030
i believe it will get better one day
one day i will find someone who can tolerate me long term
one day the therapy will work
one day i WILL get normal

>>40085062
yeah sorry to be so doom n gloom good luck nona i gave faith in you

>>40085062
nta but atleast you still have hope. I don't have any left anymore.

>>40084996
don't hang out around sane people then. they're boring anyways.
>>40085001
im love bombing i think. that might be why it's sus

>>40085089
actually im *Not* love bombing. im stupid for thinking that. (pretend there's and endless back and forth of replies to this consisting of me disagreeing with myself)

>>40085073
>>40085077
if i dont have hope i will have nothing
even if its an incredibly deluded hope

>>40085089
you dont have to lovebomb just be kind of nice and interesting and thats enough to make (me atleast) fall inlove with you

I'm in my early 30s and my BPD is immensely better than my early 20s. My OCD hasn't improved at all, though :/

>>40084115
ptsd ones are worse honestly

>>40082829 (OP)
wrong

i exist to make my wife's life wonderful and she exists for the same for me

i also try to make everyone elses life a little brighter by being a sweetheart

but i know i annoy those with ruined hate filled hearts

thats ok; i can live with that