Anonymous
6/17/2025, 12:12:36 PM No.40085741
say hypothetically
>you're a manmoder/occasional honmoder, been on hormones for years already, generally just have a shit life (45 hour a week dead end job, underpaid because of who i am so barely scrape by, no irl friends, ugly incel, only hobbies are video games and cutting myself, etc)
>you suddenly come into a reasonable sum of money with which you could afford gender affirming surgeries
>you know full well that you will never pass or look like a woman but maybe, just maybe, said surgeries could increase your smv and make you an attractive vaguely feminine thing (could say twinkhon but even that's a stretch)
>of course there's a risk of ending up looking uncanny and still ugly
what would you do with the money? i'm so used to just being in complete despair over my appearance because i've been hideous all my life both pre and post-transition, i was always that person who could barely look at himself in the mirror long enough to brush his hair let alone do something like cosmetic surgery. the idea of actually doing something to boost my attractiveness is both appealing and extremely daunting, i honestly don't feel like i've earned the right to even aspire to such things, yet here i am in a position to do it. how do i even stomach the idea of visiting a cosmetic surgeon looking like a literal neanderthal caveman and even suggesting i might aspire to something else? i'm honestly tempted to forget this bullshit fantasy and instead just quit my job, go on a trip to south east asia or somewhere with the money and kill myself when it runs out.
>pic unrel, also if you know me do not interact with this or talk to me about it or you'll catch an instant block, yes even you
>you're a manmoder/occasional honmoder, been on hormones for years already, generally just have a shit life (45 hour a week dead end job, underpaid because of who i am so barely scrape by, no irl friends, ugly incel, only hobbies are video games and cutting myself, etc)
>you suddenly come into a reasonable sum of money with which you could afford gender affirming surgeries
>you know full well that you will never pass or look like a woman but maybe, just maybe, said surgeries could increase your smv and make you an attractive vaguely feminine thing (could say twinkhon but even that's a stretch)
>of course there's a risk of ending up looking uncanny and still ugly
what would you do with the money? i'm so used to just being in complete despair over my appearance because i've been hideous all my life both pre and post-transition, i was always that person who could barely look at himself in the mirror long enough to brush his hair let alone do something like cosmetic surgery. the idea of actually doing something to boost my attractiveness is both appealing and extremely daunting, i honestly don't feel like i've earned the right to even aspire to such things, yet here i am in a position to do it. how do i even stomach the idea of visiting a cosmetic surgeon looking like a literal neanderthal caveman and even suggesting i might aspire to something else? i'm honestly tempted to forget this bullshit fantasy and instead just quit my job, go on a trip to south east asia or somewhere with the money and kill myself when it runs out.
>pic unrel, also if you know me do not interact with this or talk to me about it or you'll catch an instant block, yes even you
