I'm having issues trying to find out what am i attracted to

I HATE women, but my currently BF is a FtM trans, my previous ex was a factory-made dude and despite loving my current BG more, i'd say it's a different kind of love

More passionate, yet so distant at the same time

What does that make me ?

I always said that i never cared about gender, but i'm curious to what i'm truly attracted to

>>40091149 (OP)
You love different people in different ways, and even if you met the same person 10 years later, you'd still love them differently.
If you like your boyfriend, it doesn't matter if you like men or women, unless you're thinking of leaving.
Simple as.

>>40091178

I think it's important to know myself first if I want to get to know someone else, no ?

>>40091149 (OP)
you're straight you dumb motherfucker

>>40091197

Never had an issue getting hard or having deep feelings with my exes

Bump

>>40091149 (OP)
if you like men and women you're bisexual

>>40091921

But I kinda hate women though ...

>>40091149 (OP)
You are straight

>>40091979

Stop being childish. There, now you're bisexual. That was easy.

>>40091149 (OP)
>picrel demonstrating the pedophilia of femboys

>>40094824
Thats just how adult trans men look like

>>40091149 (OP)
hii
i am dumb
i have similar problem
i think maybe i see boys as more kink
but i dont like girlss
they mostly seem too much for me
i never found love really
i think i loved one
he was nice femboy who was wholesome and let me be smol
thats all i knoew
thank u

>hate women
>dated a (cis?) guy
>dating a trans guy
>"doesn't care about gender"?
So you don't care about gender, as long as it's not a woman?

>>40094852
adult trans men aren't taking "physics class"

>>40094824
> Discordia demonstrating the seething jealously of hons

>>40091149 (OP)
>I HATE women, but my currently BF is a FtM trans
This absolutely makes sense!

>>40094880
Not op but literally that's it
Hope he sees your post

>>40091149 (OP)
im not sure that i mirror how you feel exactly, but, it resonates with me still. i feel a sort of hollow attraction to others because of analloeroticism. i am not actually attracted to them, so it does feel distant and ersatz.

>>40091149 (OP)
You are gay