After 3 years on HRT I'm thinking of stopping it, because I can't bring myself to put effort, do make-up, do laser, and then spend a massive amount of money (that I don't see myself having anytime soon and that I would have to work non-stop to obtain) removing bones just to not look trans, I don't have social dysphoria because I don't like being social in the first place, I can't be normal, I'm autistic and overly sensitive, and what drove me to start HRT in the first place was the fact that I would go bald if I didn't and I just hated my body, but still..... what I don't understand is why I felt so much happiness when starting, like I was reborn, as retarded and honish is it to say euphoria, it was something similiar to it, like I was beginning a new life and leaving a very dark place.... maybe pure delusion can do that to you
>but don't you like the changes to your body
yeah but it's expensive and a life long necessity
I don't want be a slave to meds all my life bc I don't feel it's a life or death situation
also I date another manmoder on HRT and they're thinking to stop for mostly similiar reasons, I'm very influenceable, so that also might be it, we're already like two boys dating each other and everyone see us as such so I'm thinking of just embracing that

also theres some typos in my text bc I can't stand proofreading and I'm esl

>>40091153 (OP)
You’re gonna feel terrible the both of you and will want to start it again

>>40091215
do you know any couple that went through that?

>>40091227
Not a couple but i’ve seen it a lot in general people get off hormones and the dysphoria comes back quite hard on top of the hormonal imbalances

>>40091330
what even is dysphoria

>>40091356
It’s the reason you started hrt in the first place

>>40091362
I started bc I felt like a miserable fuck with nothing to look forward to and I still feel like it, I feel better than those times? sure, but maybe I wouldn't feel as bad now if I stopped
and the fucked up thing about this you can't even try it without sabotaging your transition forever
just like I sabotaged detransitioning forever by growing tits

>>40091412
Well you can always get tits removed anon but at the end of the day whatever feelings you think would be better are most likely gonna turn out worse than you can imagine honestly anon i don’t think you should stop hrt and should move on with transitioning with your gf

>>40091153 (OP)
You're really skilled at whining and complaining and coming up with excuses.
Go to law school.
Alternatively, shut the fuck up and take responsibility for your life holy shit this is pathetic.

>>40091562
ok I take responsibility for my life
.....
see? what changed?

>>40091330
Dysphoria shouldn’t come back, eldertrannies didn’t even used to take it their whole lives. Placeboop

>>40091618
Well life isn’t so binary so some people’s dysphoria well come back if they hop off hormones

>>40091153 (OP)
>transbian
Lol

>>40091646
im bisexual actually, I thought I was gonna have a bf but she started hrt

>>40091652
That's not much better

>>40091676
I don't see the issue here either way

>>40091700
people seethe over transbians because either they believe we're all ogreish rapehons or they're seething chasers who are sulking that we won't date them

>>40091758
All of you look like weirdos without exception.

>>40091758
I know
just don't interact

I just read another awful thread about trannies on /v/ and now I want to kill myself again, I can't take this

skipped my E dose but took the anti-androgen
I think I will try to do this for some while then switch to fina only

gf said I'm being emotional and that I'm making big decisions without thinking and made me take my E dose again