>>40093563Hahahah. I had something else to say but I’m gonna tell you a story instead.
A man goes out to sea in a boat. He goes pretty far out when all of a sudden his boat capsizes. He struggles to stay afloat and thinks he may die. In that moment he prays to God
“God, please save me!”
After a few minutes some fisherman come by and see him struggling. They offer to help but he refuses it, saying god will help him instead. The fisherman leave.
A few minutes after that the national guard comes and offers help, but he denies even their help stating only god can save him. They also have no choice but to leave him.
Eventually the man becomes so exhausted that he drowns and dies.
When he goes to heaven, he asks god “why didn’t you help me?”
God says “dumbass, who do you think sent the other two”
You are the man in this story. Having high standards is fine. Being an introvert is fine. But cutting off all ways for someone to potentially reach you? Well, you better hope some damn good fisherman come to save you.