Ended up picking up self harm again. I cant fucking take it anymore. I was good for a year I passed for a year then I had an episode of anorexia and dont pass anymore and I cant handle seeing a man in the mirror anymore.
Its either cut myself or kill myself so I'll take cutting myself.

>>40097578 (OP)
I'm sorry, I hope you find a way to do neither

>>40097578 (OP)
sometimes i use self-harm as a neurological reset button. there is science to suggest that it can play a role in jump-starting the parasympathetic nervous system

just make sure you talk to someone in real life who makes you feel good after, not posting on this chinese bot farm

>>40097578 (OP)

If you kill yourself you will hurt the people who care about you in a way theyll never recover from.

If you keep cutting you will eventually graduate to suicide.

You are an able bodied man. Spend some time volunteering with people who would gladly swap places with you and learn some gratitude.

>>40097578 (OP)
you can do neither like idk why even cut yourself its so retarded and attention seeking and everyone knows it but its wrong to say it. you can just rawdog life. it's really not that bad. just stop thinking about tomorrow.

>>40097578 (OP)
Why don't you just pluck hairs instead?

>>40100694
I stopped cutting and being suicidal when I passed. Now Im right back to where I was when I was in the middle of going through puberty.
Considering lighting my face on fire because Id rather be a burn victim than visibly male.

Only people who cut in visible places are attention seeking, retard.