>be me, retarded 18 y/o tgirl hs senior
>hanging out at friend's house with gf
>friend has closet full of stuffed animals
>me and gf sneak in
>yippie.jpeg
>we're kissing and doing normal fagslop activities
>gf remembers i mentioned being a masochist and liking being beat
>she asks if im in the mood
>doubleyippie.jpeg
>gf pins my arms and punches me in the stomach
>does it again
>starts whispering about how she's doing it for my own good and that i deserve the pain
>brain literally melts into a pile of puppy goo
>slaps me across the face
>i start crying
>holds me against her chest while petting me
what the fuck is wrong with me? Why do i enjoy being abused so much? i have zero trauma why am i so messed up?

>>40098866 (OP)
can you kill yourself please

Remember kids
abuse is hot.

>>40098866 (OP)
this isnt fagslop?!
where are the cute twinks/femboys?
also the abuse is cringe!

>>40098866 (OP)
hot hot hot I wish my bf would hit me and the comfort me after

>>40098896
srry i'm just out here living my best life and getting my ass handed to me by my gf, fuck you kek

>>40098910
Ask him kek

>>40098905
Fuck you abuse is based, you're just not on my level

>>40098905
This is pretty hot to be fair...

>>40098933
youre right im not as mentally ill as you, congrats!

>>40098925
I have he said he isn't comfortable with impact stuff and it's something id rather not push him on bc it could be uncomfortable. he's cool with hair pulling and choking tho so that's good enough.

>>40098948
Loser

>>40098866 (OP)
youre 18 thats why

>>40098866 (OP)
I want my wife to beat me

>>40098954
dawg you are on fucking /lgbt, dont thow bricks if you live in a glass house kek. We're ALL mentally ill here

>>40098866 (OP)
only ugly people need to do this stuff to enjoy sex btw

>>40098866 (OP)
Thank you for the fagslop :3

>>40099042
Projection + obviously venomous comment

>>40099061
ofc :3 i love boasting to internet trannies

>>40098900
No it's not what the fuck, my head hurts, my eye hurts when I move it and I'm still dizzy

>>40099146
Sorgy...

>>40098866 (OP)
FAGSLOP MEANS MAN ON MAN

>>40099195
transbian is fagslop and dykeshit because we get called fags and dykes

>>40099195
No the fuck it doesn't? wtf kek

>>40099218
>>40099208
please dont take fagslop away from me, you already have your weird puppygirl diaper abuse fetishes just leave my yaoi alone...

>>40099208
>>40099218
well, transbians *are* men, so i GUESS it counts

>>40099239
No fuck you I'm taking your yaoi privileges

>>40099239
its still yaoi because transbians are men

>>40099244
>>40099253
kek truthnuke

>>40099239
Like your guns, liberals are coming for your yaoi

>>40098866 (OP)
> I have zero trauma
> Zero
> Trauma

Are you sure, anon? Trauma is insidious, and your brain can repress it for decades.

>>40099285
Yeah no I'm dead sure. Upper middle class household, supporting parents, supporting friends, never been raped, SAd, abused, or anything. Worst thats happened to me is being bullied for my autisim lmfao.

>>40098866 (OP)
giwtwmgiwtwmgiwtwm

>>40099299
> Autism
Do you need to mask? Were you treated for autism? Were you treated for any extended periods of time in a religious institution? If you're Catholic, did you attend church for a long period of time separately from your parents (ie. Sunday school)? Are your parents extremely religious?

end your life for all of us

>>40099350
No lmao I never really received treatment other than OT from my school, and both my parents are atheist stem nerds

>>40099372
Then you're just not really into it. You're too sheltered, and in your mind it was real.
Your gf was more mature than you. She stopped and cared for you like a good Dom would (actually the Sub is always more powerful in a D/s relationship, because the sub sets the limits of play).
That or extreme bullying trigger, but that would have been a vivid memory, since there are no authority figures in peer violence.
Your mind and your body can have different opinions. Sorry anon.

>>40099561
I'm so confused rn what the fuck are you talking about kek, fym i'm "not into it"?

>>40098866 (OP)
deeply based greentext thank you anon

>>40099561
This is brain dead???
Are you telling her she isn't into the thing she had a strong physical physical reaction to lmao? Armchair psychologist much???