>>40100173 (OP)No. I would even fuck her in public. Let the world see how beautiful sex can be.
Can anyone tell me why I'm so horny all the time? Is my sex drive broken? Am I a satyromaniac? Or am I "normal"?
I had these questions when I was younger and because of my nurture and environment I inferred there was something wrong with my levels of libido. So I was able to repress them even at the detriment of my faculty of reasoning.
Of course I encounter transwomen and it has just surged from their but to repress it again is a dual edged sword.
On the one hand I have tried repressing it but maybe I lack the plasticity of my youth and I've been completely disarmed at parrying this desire.
On the other hand I remember the original repression and how I feel it did stunt my psychological development. Now I'm given a second opportunity. I find it morally apprehensible to squander it and morally righteous to embrace it and fully understand my mind, to relish the euphoria from sex, to satisfy my desire.
I feel I was too extreme the first time so I think that's my nature. I just need to temper my lust with something. Or do I? I'm really not sure how to proceed from this point.