And it makes me want to kill myself
To be fair I've only dated guys and they turn into women eventually, expecting you to just deadlift the relationship alone.
Gay males have half the divorce rate of girls but it feels worse than it is.
That said, the one girl I've dated was -bad-, easily the worst person I've ever met. If normies are even half as bad as she is then yeah you'll want to become gay.
>>40100500 (OP)yes, and it's worse knowing i'll never be attractive to them because i'm not a dominant masculine man
>>40101336I feel that, this is genuinely the worst combination of miserable fates someone could have.