>>40107946At a certain point you have to take ownership of your own life.
I went to a catholic school and got picked on my the entire school staff and parents included. Went to public after continued getting picked on sometimes extremely violently. Had my college education derailed by my families bankruptcy and then went into the same job market you did more or less. At the same time I went through twinkdeath and became extremely ugly.
It took years but after numerous disasters in my life, mental health issues other stuff I finally got over the hump.
I'm encouraging you to not sit around and mope because the world sucks, I know as an ugly unpassing trans person.
If you sit around the next few decades and do nothing with your life thats your choice.
Am i telling you you should have to pull yourself up by your bootstraps?
No we should live in a more just society where lookism, sexism and homophobia aren't a thing and where you should have gotten some kind of support before you got to this point.