I post here because I know it's wrong what I really think and if I even did it in my private accounts all of my thoughts, there will always be THAT person that will screencap every derranged shit I say and keep it in a folder to use it the day they get tired of me or I dont have any use for them anymore.

God bless anonymous forums

>>40112781 (OP)
yeah same, I'm mostly not that bad but sometimes I post some really toxic awful shit that I wouldn't want my name on IRL, and some really cringe details about my sexuality, I don't know what I'd do without 4chan. when it was down I had a whole existential crisis about having atrophied my ability to connect with others because I just use 4chan as a place to unleash all the horrible garbage running through my head. I went through the five stages of grief and thought I was on track to becoming a normie and then it came back. worst day of my life and also best day

>>40112808
I don't really think people in 4chan are truly bad or something like that, It's mostly a bunch of intrusive thoughts kicking in at every post

yep. i use this place as an anonymous trauma/shitpost dumping ground. stuff i could literally never tell anyone, some of it because its fucking awful, some of it because its incredibly personal. cant just go around telling people "hey i ripped the flesh off my fucking cock when i was 11 using just my fingers, why do i find young guys cute when they are on computer screens? im preeeetty sure im not gay. i put my dick on a girls vagina before. would you like a paper bag?".

doesnt blow over well at my cashier register job.