I fantasize endlessly about giving head so I chat to guys but as soon as the possibility of meeting becomes real I lose all interest. I don't think I'm actually gay

>>40112814 (OP)
femalebrained behaviour

shit, same dude. do you look at gay porn and stuff too? are you okay with the idea of being gay, you just dont think you really are?

and what part, the actual giving head, focusing on the dick, or is it the person attached to the end of the dick? what exactly are you "wanting"

>>40112814 (OP)
>>40114218
AGP as hell.

>>40114231
Just the dick and the guy's pleasure. But not the guy

>>40115104
kinda like controlling an entire person, a man, with a joy stick. a controller.

>>40114608
only just learned what agp even means. turned on by the thought of being a girl and thats the reason they want to be a girl? i can sorta understand that. i know people whove done it as well, pretty nuts imo