I'm over 30M and considering having my first homo experience. I've always seen myself as mostly straight, but I've also been sexless and hermit tier ronery for about a decade now. The women I'm currently around are either taken or terrible, so I thought that if there was one right time in my life I could get it out of my system, it is right now.

What would you do in this situation? How do legit gays feel about people like me?