>>40118458Everything? A lot of it is embarrassing and vain and stupid. Im not always thinking about it, but I still frequently get those same gross/resentful feelings. I thought after growing up I would care less about all this stuff, and I kinda do, but it just changes and almost just adds to your character as a self hating trans thing.
I dont think Im alone, as a person in general, for wanting something I cant have. I just wonder how other people cope with it
>>40118478ill try to represent you well dw