I miss you Fred. I wish you had slept in my bed more often when I asked. My heart aches. I wish I could hug you and make it all better. I wish we could be in each others arms. Tightly wrapped together. A bond for life. I am nobody to you now. My struggles, my faults, my pains, my problems. I felt like I was too much to handle and that you deserved better. I couldn’t grow and change fast enough to be the woman you believed you saw in me. I felt like a disappointment and a failure to you. You always comforted me and told me otherwise but I never believed it. I have many negative thoughts about my self and I’ve been struggling to heal. I’m so sorry you got hurt in the process. I never meant to hurt you. I am very sad we hurt eachother like this. I wish we had a deeper love and stronger connection. Alas it was unfortunately superficial and lacked the emotional depth required to face and overcome the changes and challenges we must confront. Please don’t forget about me, I’d like to reconnect in the future. I’d love to come visit you sometime. When we both grow into who we are. I’m so fucking sorry for what we did. It hurt like hell. The way we couldn’t even look eachother in the eyes and turned our faces away from eachother and cried in the car next to eachother when you were at the hotel getting ready to leave. I had my best intentions when I came back from Austin. I made mistakes, we both did. And a huge mess. I loved our mess. It was ours and it was better than nothing. To the dearest man I ever met that loved me for who I was and wanted the best for me. I am sorry. I am grateful we met, I am thankful we shared the best moments of our lives together. The good the, the bad and the ugly. I wish it hadn’t been so dramatic and chaotic. I love you so much. Please get better. I love you babe.

-a kitten from AZ

lmao this nigga named Fred

>>40125353 (OP)
nigga name fred

ayo this nigga named fred

didnt have to do that nigga fred dirty by sucking off other niggas in austin tf

>>40125438
I left because we were on bad terms. Some bad people took advantage of me.

You should not be pining after some guy named Fred. That's the worst name possible.

you here that nigga fred girlfriend got a train ran on her by niggas in austin

>>40125475
I did the wrong thing. Cheating on someone instead of talking it out is the wrong thing. I begged him to go to couples therapy and to work on ourselves and our negative traits. I gave no fucks by the end. It was a toxic relationship. I deeply regret how we treated eachother and made things worse instead of better. We both actively tore into each other’s weaknesses. We both uplifted eachother. Some good and some bad. We focused a lot on the bad near the end. Things became very negative. I cheated becuase I stopped caring. I felt he stopped caring. That we were both just performing, just a role to play. I gave up and let bad people influence me. Frederic and I put our best foot forward and we tripped over eachother. I got involved with bad people. He left with good valid reasons. I sought out emotional and intimate relationship connections outside of our marriage because I felt like I couldn’t find it with him. I made an awful mistake. I wish I could have seen what he showed me before he left the whole time we have been together. It started like that. It’s unfortunate that my self worth was so low that I left like it was okay to be drifting alone in Austin. That I felt so rejected by him. I just couldn’t feel his love for me. Something inside of me is broken and it broke him. Again I’m very sorry Fred. Please take care.

>>40125353 (OP)

hey guys it's me fred

>>40125696
oops i put on the wrong flag

>>40125560
>when you can't stay awake till 5am on a work night with the BPD chick

Why you cheating on Fred whore

>>40125748
We actually had a pretty healthy sleep schedule. He was staying awake until sunrise before we met. Left my light on and it woke me up. Going back to bed. Goodnight

>>40125353 (OP)
lmfao you dated fred.

>>40125353 (OP)
>let's split up, gang!

>nigga frederic
Nigga Frederic
>nigga frederic
Nigga Confetti
Freddi-Confetti
>fred wet the bed the bed fredderic the bed wetterixxxxxxxx
Freddi-Spaghetti
>FREDDERIX-SPAGHETTIX
Nigga. Confetti. Freddi. Spaghetti.
>freddi-covfefe

>>40125353 (OP)
HEY ITS FREDDDDD

>>40125560
Yo, it's Fred. I knew you was fucking around playing all innocent and ho'ing since the foundation

GET REDDI FREDDI COMIN 4 DA SPREDDI
>FREDDI SPREDDI
>FREDDI SPREDDI
FREDDI SPREDDI'D
WOOOOO
CONFETTI

>>40125600
Evangelion looking ass

hi im looking for an unfaithful shemale with a huge penis in Austin

gammit

>>40127435
>oh god what is she cheats on me
>oh god im so insecure
>oh god she’s so hot
>oh hod she’s definitely going to cheat on me
>oh god im just a loser

Yep! Super attractive thinking. Sure fire way to make any woman feel trusted and loved.
Failing to fully emotionally connect because of assumed ho’ing from the beginning, is a self fulfilling prophecy. Fear won.