5'6, transfem, mildly passing

So, update, most of you probably WON'T remember me, and I am grateful for that fact but to recap basically I messed up and did it with my brother and suffice to say I don't feel much better about that night.

We've been pretty wholesome with each other, he's been really nice to me and making sure I'm not lonely, but despite it being so long with so long with us together I'm just not comfortable sleeping with him. I shouldn't be anyway, he tells me that we're fine together and I shouldn't worry what other people think (not that I have told anyone besides this hell site) but I don't want to keep him waiting.

He's stopped coming onto me, and I want to match his pace, but there's just a block in my mind whenever I'm not extremely horny.

>>40125883 (OP)
so this is what white folk love to do huh. what a strange phenomenon.

>>40125883 (OP)
was it like this?

>>40125896
It's not really white, it's just an us thing...

>>40125883 (OP)
You should just suck his pp and give it butt up to him. Stop being such a dumb bitch and just put out.

or this

>>40125896
>insecure brown is obsessed with White people
no surprises sadly lol

>>40125896
>jamie pull up india's cousin marriage rate

>>40125911
It's not like that, the last two times weren't really healthy for either of us, it was in the moment and we both regretted it afterwards. It's just been a series of misunderstandings

can u guys stop niggerhatin at a slight jab

>>40125915
That's really gross, we're just dating for now

>>40125915
>looks like sunny has his own slice huhuhu

>>40125930
KYS

>>40125930
If you don't have any genuine advice just go...

>>40125928
ok prude? ur the one dating ur brother tf

>>40125941
sorry. will take my leave.

>>40125883 (OP)
>5’6 transfem mildly passing
Why does this matter on a post about fucking your brother ?

>>40125909
well it's certainly not a ME thing, but you do you.

>>40125916
>>40125917

um ok. I'm just saying, i only see mainly white trannies partake in this. nothing against whites, just my observation.

>>40125943
I don't mean to be rude I'm just trying to make things work, I don't want to take forever or sour our relationship after it's started to finally stabilize and get a little better. I didn't want this to happen, now I'm just focused on trying to make it work.

>>40125960
Thank you, I think???

>>40125958
I put it on the last 3 posts I made about it, following a theme I guess

>>40125967
why are you thanking me?

>>40125983
I don't fucking know, I just desperately need help

>>40125989
do you have anyone irl you can talk about this with (other than your sibling)?

>>40126009
I wish, but no. My family isn't around and all my friends know him so it would be social suicide, and I have no therapist

>>40125962
no worries mb too desu Im just jealous of you and your life and your ignorance of the horrible situations that exist in this world

>>40125989
Well is he’s being nice to you and taking it slow i honestly dont see what the problem is

>>40125920
You said he's coming into you, just suck his dick. Come on, do it.

>>40126019
My living situation is shaky at best, I'm grateful to be taken care of but I'm dealing with a lot of anxiety and trying to overcome it

>>40126025
He's not anymore, and we swore off sex for a while anyway, but I can tell he's pulling away a little and I don't want him to change his mind because I know we can't go back to how things were

>>40126023
He's been good with me, but it's been a while and again I can tell he wants more from me, but I feel so disengenuine whenever I try to give it to him

>>40126029
ok really I was projecting Im the one who has things comfy and is ignorant of the horrible situations in this world I'm sorry

>>40126057
It's fine, I'm mainly just struggling with my prospects

>>40125883 (OP)
These are definitely words unmolested people say.

>>40126076
What???

>>40125883 (OP)
>its this thread again
im glad you managed to get through to him, anon. are you two moving towards just being platonically close now, or is there still v much sexual tension?

>>40126168
There's not much sexual tension, but we do feel romantically for each other. We kiss a lot more now, but whenever we get close to sex I pull away and we end up just cuddling or fucking around some other way.

I don't think we can go back to being platonic

>>40125883 (OP)
uhhh keep fucking him? that should take care of the mental block and normalize things pretty quickly

>>40126188
I can't even get into that, I just can't bring myself to have sex with him again, the thought makes me gag now. It should be fine, but it still feels like I'm doing something awful

>>40125883 (OP)
lamao dumbass good job retard.
t.incestposter tranny

>>40125930
so we're beating you to death

>>40126178
well, gg i guess
youre gonna have to live with the knowledge that absent family relation the two of you would very much want to be a couple.

>>40126211
We already are a couple, it's just sex I can't perform in

>>40126228
do you really think you can be in a long term relationship with your brother and never have sex?

>>40126248
No, but I don't know how to approach it

>>40126282
Is it possible to gradually taper from a non sexual romantic relationship into not being exclusive and dating other people? I can’t really understand asexual relationships so I’m not sure if for example either one of you would be very jealous of the other dating someone else

>>40126282
anon i really dont know what to say, now that youve established that notion in each other its never ever going to go and its always going to be something you have to manage. best you could do is agree to split and get partners but i promise you theres always gonna be a bit of you thatll long for it no matter what you do or how far you run from it.

>>40126302 i really dont see this ending well desu
good hilumi post tho

>>40126338
He wants to be with me, nobody else, he doesn't have anyone who wants to date him because his personality is really overbearing. Even if I wanted to not dating is impossible because he pays almost all my expenses

>>40126476
anon, i think we both know you fucked it and youre kinda stuck in an incest relationship now

>>40126549
I know I'm stuck alright, I just don't know how to get unstuck from this limbo I'm in right now

>>40126567
youve more or less said it yourself. your relationship cant end, wont end, he wants you, you want him, its just you dont want incestuous sex. its understandable, but that ship has sailed. you can hope youll cool off on each other over time, but do you think thats realistic?

>>40126567
wait do u mind if i ask if this is your bio brother?

Can someone please say they live somewhere comfy, have a decent quality of life and arent like poor or depressed

>>40126586
He is my biological brother.

>>40126581
I can't exactly walk up to him and say "Hey let's have sex so you don't abandon me and our relationship doesn't fall apart!"

>>40126589
I mean, our standard of living is fine. We're just average, I make art commissions online and he does construction.

>>40126604
im not encouraging you to fuck your brother, nonny. im saying youre screwed. where else is this going to go but either a nasty breakup or a long term incest relationship?

>>40126619
I'm actively trying not to be screwed, I just want any sense of normalcy, just some path forward that isn't me out on the streets

>>40126636
your options are to with great care make your brother find himself a gf, you get a bf, and the two of you forever live with the knowledge of what you did today and how you felt, probably still with lots of lingering feelings, or else abandon all hope and give in to the mistake youve made.

hell for whats right, or joy in the hell you made? whatll it be, nonny?

>>40126652
It's not a hell, and we fucked a while ago, not today. I'm just trying to figure out how exactly to do this

>>40126668
anon, do you really understand whats going on? do you really comprehend the implications of what happened?

this is forever gonna have to be something you hide unless society gets very lax with its sexual morality. youre not even realistically entertaining giving it up, you know youre staying this way.

>>40125883 (OP)
Why are you afraid to love? It’s not like you two can get pregnant. Maybe he wants to love you more.

>>40125915
Hot.

>>40125883 (OP)
All brothers do it at one point, no big deal. You're supposed to just move on and pretend it never happened.

>>40125930
shut up kel

what if he's skinwalking you? you could be having transbian cistercest if you just help him get on HRT