how do i have any sexual relations while being kinda autistic? i keep hurting the women around me. i dont want to keep hurting women. every time it comes down to misreading body language despite verbal confirmation. maybe i should just be abstinent.

i feel disgusting and subhuman. my head hurts and i desperately want to kill myself so i can’t hurt anyone else. i don’t know what to do.

>>40127356 (OP)
bumping because please i need anything i can’t do this. how am i supposed to read body language better?? do i just abstain from having sex or what