>On E
>restarted bica a week ago
>started on prog
So why do I still retain a disgusting male-pattern sexuality? Why am I suddenly getting lots of erections? Why am I able to get off thinking about fucking women?
Nothing ever works. I feel like killing myself.

>>40130662 (OP)
umm maybe u are just horny and like women and taking hrt wont change that??

>>40130685
Right, but I had expected some change at least in how my libido works. It's basically the same as being a cismoid.

>>40130662 (OP)
can i suck ur cock?

>>40130801
FAAAGGGGOOOOTTTTTT

>>40130662 (OP)
.... like you don't kinda get giggly around big buff men? you don't kinda get turned on by the stench of musty men in public?
you don't think it would be hot to get some fat dick on a weekend?
you don't start jerking it and get intrusive fantasies about your brother or dad?
you don't think about how dick feels on your lips sometimes?
you don't get turned on when you can feel the body warmth of a man's cock when it's inches away from your face?
you don't think it would be hot to bite a man's pectoral and grab his ass?
men's cheekbones and lips don't suddenly grab your attention and make you blush?
you don't see two guys hanging out being bros and think about them kissing infront of you?
you don't fantasize about being groped and kissed by 2 buff guys who also kiss eachother and end up kissing while double teaming you?
you don't fantisize about being raped but the guy is really hot and you're kinda into it so you moan real loud?
you don't think about sitting on a man's lap and using your ass to grind up on his dick so he gets hard and he fucks you then and there?
you don't think it would be hot if your gamer boyfriend made you sit under his desk and service him while he played games with his bros who he acts kinda gay with?
you don't get the fantasy of wanting to get pregnant and then giggle in glee at the idea of a man stepping up to be a supportive father and how hot that is?

damn bitch whats wrong with you?!

>>40130826
Uhhhhh no not really. I think it would be cool to penetrate a woman and whatnot (probably hardcoded into my male brain architecture).

>>40130662 (OP)
prog is known to increase libido

>>40130877
I guess I just didn't expect it to do that in a guy way. I wonder if there's anything at all I can do to escape this cursed male sexuality.

>>40131037
Its only male if you percieve it as male.

You want to be a girl penetrating another girl. Thats no different from a top cis lesbian using a strap. you just happen to have the hardware built in.

>>40130662 (OP)
oral prog can cause T issues

>>40131101
But it's literally no different from my pretrooning sexuality. Posthrt I'm able to get nice tingles in my stomach when thinking about being bullied and whatnot but it never seems to translate into actual sexual pleasure when I'm trying to cum. I feel broken.

>>40131123
It goes in my ass. Besides, I'm on bica atm.

>>40130662 (OP)
doesn’t prog make you horny? that’s something i’ve always heard, so maybe it’s just overpowering to bica

Jesus Christ is the Son of God, Who died for our sins and rose from the dead to give us the free gift of eternal life. He also promises to heal your body. You can ask Jesus for His gifts.

>>40130662 (OP)
You're just a transbian there's nothing wrong with that

>>40130662 (OP)
wait people actually get off thinking about fucking women? I thought it was just a meme guys…

>>40130662 (OP)
every tranny goes through this phase after a few years des des it will keep changing hang in there pic unrel

>>40130826
good slop, thank you anon I'm horny now
my penis is never gonna atrophy if I keep reading these kinda things though :(

>>40131101
this is kinda like how I can dissociate when masturbating and imagine it's another guys dick and then it's hot all of a sudden and I'm not dysphoric anymore

>>40130662 (OP)
if you dont want erections why are you taking bica

>>40131978
Since when does bica cause erections? Honest question, during my first spell on AAs my libido was totally nuked and I couldn't get hard.

>>40130662 (OP)
because you are a straight man with a fetish and drugs will not change that

>>40132044
bica is the AA you take if you want to preserve penile function
because bica doesnt actually decrease T levels (it can actually increase your blood T levels), it just blocks the T from affecting your body. This means you still get erections and stuff

>>40132082
>T doesn't affect your body
But by rights it shouldn't affect the penis, right? I honestly don't get it.

>>40130826
I do except for the incest part

ur making me crave man musk anon :(

Its ok that anon is a lesbo troon though more power to them as long as they dont act like a typical poly reddit transbian sissy "femboy"

>>40132098
im not a doctor but i BELIEVE there are metabolites of T that arnt blocked and play a role in sexual function and stuff

>>40132124
I see, thanks anon!

>>40132107
op anon

>>40132157
you should look into switching to cypro as AA (if you can get it) or to injection monotherapy

What if bica made me bi and broke my dick and cypro made me transbian with a working dick and I'd rather be transbian

>>40132098
>This means you still get erections and stuff
Bica doesn't cross the blood brain barrier (or at least not significantly)

>>40132184
Maybe. Monotherapy didn't work (still had concerning T levels) but at the same time I dropped a hundred bucks on this bica so I might as well run through it before using another AA.

>>40132273
i mean yea dont waste it, just for future

>>40132287
Mmhm! It might get better once i have more bica in my bloodstream too, since I've only been on it for a week.

>>40131133
Today a retarded troon learns that HRT doesn't change your sexuality..... And wtf is wrong with being a lesbian? Sigh. I don't know why I even come to this schizo board.

>>40130662 (OP)
its bical. you hate LH.

>>40132895
>you hate LH.
I don't know what that is.

>>40132908
the thing that makes your balls work. how do you not know how bical works?

>>40132918
>luteinizing hormone
Forgot the abbreviation.

>>40130662 (OP)
Nothing to do with bica or prog if your E levels are high enough