its wild how much honfidence you have a as a baby tranner. i wish i could go back and beat the shit out of myself.

>>40133088 (OP)
honfidence is totally fine, it's better than being crazy shy

>>40133088 (OP)
looking real handsome oliver

>>40133088 (OP)
>>40133163
Also you're not swedish by any chance?

>>40133088 (OP)
beat the shit out of yourself? id tell myself to never lose it.

that was all the meth you smoked

>>40133182
i was born in america but like my ancestors hail from the middle of europe. posen, bavaria, and Czechoslovakia

you were happy and thats all that matters!! :)

>>40133088 (OP)
I wish I had honfidence. Instead I'm isolated in my room because I'm socially a wreck.

>>40133088 (OP)
still a hon

>>40134291
now im just ugly for a woman

>>40134369
the noose to the left gets me every time

>>40134643
its a coil of rope for shibari. my bf is into it and i am to. its kinda fun.
its wild you dont know what an actual noose looks like.

>>40134728
there's not a beam strong enough to hold up olive anyway

>>40134777
i have beams that could hold up an elephant in my basement.

>>40134802
they're holding up an elephant as we speak

>>40134836
damn you don't miss

>>40133185
same
at least once I month I wish I could go back and be delusionally optimistic again. It was the most hopeful time of my life. (and it was 2015 so the news wasnt totally obsessed yet)

>>40133088 (OP)
I hate that this post is making sense to me.

you look fine to me chica, this shit gets easier when u accept that u might not rly look like a girl but at least u dont look like a guy either, more like some third thing. redheads stay fierce!

>>40133088 (OP)
Hey Olive

>>40133088 (OP)
Cute, girly, and quirky

>>40134369
Edgy, womanly, and sexy

>>40134728
long distance kink play is so fucking funny I cant believe people do kink shit with their e-bf theres no way

>>40137061
whats wilder is crab bucket shit like this LOL.

>>40137515
crab bucket is when you think edating is cringe. just get an actual boyfriend

>>40133088 (OP)
You need frs
Face removal surgery

>>40137654
im not openly trans. im not going to advertise to a dozen men that im a tranny where i live. its a zero net gain endeavor, because i have a very public facing job and lots of people know me in the surrounding communities now too.

>>40137654
Edating trans women actually makes sense because most guys aren’t into trans women and guys who are into trans women don’t have many options for single trans women locally. Edating with visits makes perfect sense.

>>40139331
that's so depressing

>>40139347
its reality tho. using tinder as a tranny is retarded because even if one of the guys in the 5-10% of guys talks to you after learning your trans, like maybe a tenth of them would go on a date with you.

so 1/100 or 1/200 men would be willing to date you off an app.

>>40133088 (OP)
you dont look good olive

>>40134369
I'm gonna be honest with you darling, you're not that ugly. It's just that this board hates you and tells you that you look like shit when you clearly don't.

Also, you're into shibari, ain't that interesting...

>>40140328
I know im not some major looker. Im not upset about being mid or anything. Im just ecstatic to not look so male as i did pre ffs.