I think I love my brother. That might sound normal like "don't most people love their family?" but it's different. I don't really care about or love anyone else. They say "I love you" and I look them in the eyes and fake the same emotions, I don't really feel empathy for other human beings except him. I even seek out people who remind me of him. He's the only one I love.
And yet I know he'll never see me as his sister, it's always "my sibling" never "my little sister" I see him as my big brother why can't he do the same?! I know that if we weren't family he wouldn't love me but I also know that if we weren't family he would fuck me (he is into trannies)
I can't dig too deep into these emotions or I might fall down a pit of obsession that I will never be able to get out of. I convince myself it will be fine as long as he's still around as long as he can still look at me I will be ok, it doesn't matter what women come into his life because they will never love him like I do. But I know that's a lie, they will love him in ways I can't. All I have is a desperate obsessive love from growing up with him, desperate for him to see me, desperate for him to look at me, PLEASE LOOK AT ME
I love everything about you big brother

>>40137706 (OP)
>And yet I know he'll never see me as his sister
If you are feminine to the point where he sees you as feminine who fucking care about a name tag my god trannies manage to care about the most shallow things

>>40137790
Fuck you! It matters! Because I'll never be his sister to him, not like a real sister. ill either be a brother or some inbetween *siblig*

>>40137805
>being a “sister” matters bro, men can’t be feminine bro, im depressed over this issue bro
You fell for it

>>40137860
fuck off i do not care.go be a bitch somwhere else. this is tranny problems thread. go jerk yourself off about how much better you are because you didnt fall for the psyop and stayed a feminine male like god intended somewhere else

>>40137876
>I do not care
You do tho, to the point where you wrote a whole thread grieving
If therapists worked this is what they would tell you

>>40137917
I do care about this. I do not care about your opinion. A therapist would have a field day with me

>>40137941
>i just neeeed to be called a “wo”man bro, i just need the “wo” at the end of my man bro

>>40137957
suck a dick retard