where the neets at

1. why r u a neet
2. war do u like to do

racism
racism

job market is cooked
hustle and try to land gigs

>>40146279 (OP)
what happened to schwester

>>40146279 (OP)
I have a job actually but i barely leave the house and spend most of the time chronically online. Gooning to man and woman cus i am bisexual and stalking people that i havent talked to in years

>>40146279 (OP)
im neet all of my adult life (im 38; worked 10mo in my life)

im neet bc i was hs dropout; economy died so i lost my firat job; never got another; by the time things improved and i was looking again and got a cpl interviews i got horribly sick with a bowel disease and my life was taken from me; within 18mo i couldnt even sit at my desk anymore and i was constantly in the hospital; in 2018 medications caused me steroid induced osteoporosis and i severely fractured my spine; its permanently deformed and im in chronic pain everyday from that; but i was already in lots of pain just from my intestines

im doing a little better now and i got married just last year to an angel i met thru here; she takes care of me and we play games together and watch anime and startrek and sometimes do music together; and we love eachother and pray to our goddess together

i can barely walk and everyday is hard for me but im happier than ive ever been

my main hobby is aforementioned music production (dawless) but im not very good i only got back into it last year

ive done lots of other stuff from 3d modeling and game stuff to photography editing and video editing; i really especially love pso2 fashion design and creative space; picrel is the massive temple i built for my goddess by myself ingame; my friends used to come hang out there alot but most have left the game :(

>>40146364
gif from a little dawless jam attempt a few months ago

>>40146279 (OP)
1. dysphoria, scared of the world, poor and neglectful parenting
2. i play video games, doomscroll and occasionally put 1 hour of effort into something before giving up

>>40146364
I see… may your health improve

>>40146392
literally me

i wish i was 18 again i dont wannt be an old 23 year old supposedly with more experience than everyone younger than me (absolutely not the case a lot of the time)

>>40146279 (OP)
i quit smoking and realised i actually hated being a normie and everything i had been working towards was a lie so i walked out of my full time job and am eating away my savings
i know i have no future anymore but at least before i die i'll finally be real again ^^
>>40146408
t4t sex with mel-

>>40146279 (OP)
what happened to ach

>>40146459
WHAT
>>40146489
is alive

>>40146506
thats good to know

>>40146506
you heard me.

>>40146559
who u

quo quo quo culture shock future shock fuck urself fuck urself fuck urself

>>40146608
i am sorry

im ruined
i cant function with other people
i have severe bpd
i dont plan for the future anymore

>>40146570
you won't remember me silly

>>40146655
I can be your good friend

>>40146661
were in very similar situations ive been in airbnbs for like 2 months striaght and im sick of my life and ready to end

>>40146666
no im ruined and i dont deserve anything like that

>>40146718
I can be your friend

>>40146701
i forgot my flag

>>40146279 (OP)
i flunked out of college because im retarded and the job market doesnt like retards

sleep, watch youtube and message ppl on discord, idk i live a miserable life

>>40146701
people hate seeing god's perfect angels live as we were chosen to so they strip us of the purity we were given and take away our love for existence, all to satisfy their false sense of superiority and have power over those above them. we never hurt anyone. we were just rejected by the very people who were supposed to nurture our light. why? why did you reject us? what did we do wrong....?

let's leave this cruel world together

>>40146907
I just wish i looked like a woman

>>40146941
womp womp nigga

1. Cause there's nothing worth doing outside of my bedroom
2.doomscroll and sext people on my phone

>>40146907
Nigga you doing to much

>>40146279 (OP)
im not well
i like to scroll

>>40146364
Kassandra try not to mention her wife in a post challenge. Difficulty: impossible

universal credit lady just arranged face to face visit at home to verify identity

i am cancelling the whole application

>>40149037
correct!!!

proudly so!

>>40146392
do you wanna be friends?

>>40146655
I have severe bpd too let’s be friends!

>>40149229
i didnt read your post so i failed to notice and im still not going to but sounds annoying
>>40146907
i have spent about $7500 in the last 2 months did u know that
>>40149242
who doesnt

>>40149335
>who doesn’t have bpd
well i’m a guy so it’s much rarer lol

i have bpd too but after losing a lot of friends and a few attempts, i went through DBT a few times, lots of therapy, and i rarely lash out anymore. maybe once a year now. it gets easier with the right help but im sure its hard for some to get it :( but there is always hope out there, anons !!!

>>40149348
me too

>>40149516
based on the images I feel like you might be a repper…

>>40146279 (OP)
i dropped out of highschool because i hate studying and i couldnt study if my life depended on it. i was predisposed for the patty flipping life.
also i had a bunch of mental health shit going on and personal problems like my religious dad and my suicidal brother.
and ever since ive been trying to find education and/or employment but to no avail

i either walk outside aimlessly all day and go eat food, listen to the same 10 songs over again, browse interwebs or watch shows

>>40149543
im a boymoder on hrt for about 22 months but its also done nothing so i may as well be one

>>40149598
whats your discord? you seem really sweet and im lonely :(

>>40149006
my bad twin

>>40149632
bicalutamide

>>40149686
>bicalutamide
holy shit THE bicalutamide

>>40149702
what is anon implying

I think my ADHD makes me unlikable, and so people treat me so weird and crazy I just isolate into neethood... But the isolation turned me into a witch. Unironically. I started homebrewing, foraging, growing my own plants, and obtained a familiar who follows me everywhere.
>>40149560
>i was predisposed for the patty flipping life.
That's only true if you believe it

>>40149721
babygirl are u bicalutamide cause i want u in my bloodstream

>>40149738
thats also only true if you fail school 3 times in a row and are a dysgenic ADHD autist that couldnt do anything complex for more than 15 minutes to save ur life
g-g-g-guys i swear im not retarded tho

>>40149745
can u or >>40146559 add me

>>40146279 (OP)
Go and troll your local terrorist advertising organisation. You need to get out of the house for that though

>>40149745
transbian awkward pickup line just dropped

>>40149755
Get that dx and get on meds