Anonymous
6/23/2025, 11:54:39 AM No.40147163
>be me
>24y, a bit over 4y on hrt
>have a bf and mostly pass because asian faceblindness
>went to pick up a bedframehead from my countries version of craiglist
>couldn't fit it in at first and also couldnt strap it ontop of car since i didnt have ropes
>guy offered me to keep it ready for me so i can comeback with the right stuff
>am stubborn so i managed to get it in halfway
>told him i will just go very slowly to the next gasstation 1km away to get the equipment
>arrive there and pull into the gasstation lot
>buy my ropes and pulleys, luckily the last ones they had
>just stand near car to think about how to do this
>see a group of middleaged/old firefighters walking up to the gasstation crossing the street
>they stare at me
>start to sweat and feel schizo, have a big staring phobia so i was stressing out
>suddenly 3 of them come up to me and ask me if i need help
>spaghettii starts spillling out, have super masc voice so i just nod and say yes as highpitched as i could
>they get right to it and start discussing
>10 min later they managed to put it in inside, because they removed a metal plate thingie and they had a screwdriver
>i thank them profusely and try to smile
>they go on their way
>i start to seethe and my heartrate is like 130bpm
i got a weirdly irritating mix of fear and gratefulnesss from this, i know they meant well and just wanted to help but it felt like insulting idk, i was a gay man before and i dont think i would have been that irritating if i was masc like back then
i didnt even tell my bf that they helped me, because it felt shameful and i just told him i managed to put it in myself, as I'm normally considered the "handy" person in the relationsship.
like, I could have figured it out myself, they were just super bold
also share gay/trans/whatever story thread ig
>24y, a bit over 4y on hrt
>have a bf and mostly pass because asian faceblindness
>went to pick up a bedframehead from my countries version of craiglist
>couldn't fit it in at first and also couldnt strap it ontop of car since i didnt have ropes
>guy offered me to keep it ready for me so i can comeback with the right stuff
>am stubborn so i managed to get it in halfway
>told him i will just go very slowly to the next gasstation 1km away to get the equipment
>arrive there and pull into the gasstation lot
>buy my ropes and pulleys, luckily the last ones they had
>just stand near car to think about how to do this
>see a group of middleaged/old firefighters walking up to the gasstation crossing the street
>they stare at me
>start to sweat and feel schizo, have a big staring phobia so i was stressing out
>suddenly 3 of them come up to me and ask me if i need help
>spaghettii starts spillling out, have super masc voice so i just nod and say yes as highpitched as i could
>they get right to it and start discussing
>10 min later they managed to put it in inside, because they removed a metal plate thingie and they had a screwdriver
>i thank them profusely and try to smile
>they go on their way
>i start to seethe and my heartrate is like 130bpm
i got a weirdly irritating mix of fear and gratefulnesss from this, i know they meant well and just wanted to help but it felt like insulting idk, i was a gay man before and i dont think i would have been that irritating if i was masc like back then
i didnt even tell my bf that they helped me, because it felt shameful and i just told him i managed to put it in myself, as I'm normally considered the "handy" person in the relationsship.
like, I could have figured it out myself, they were just super bold
also share gay/trans/whatever story thread ig
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