>>40149022Straight guy. Stems from as far back as when I was 11 or so. I noticed I really hated when girls would talk about boys and treat each other as competition. Around then I discovered what a lesbian was and something about it put my mind at peace.
Later at about 16-17 I started watching anime and got obsessed with the world where beautiful girls would see each other with romantic and sexual interest, as opposed to boys which turned me off because it reminded me of the girls in competition with each other thing.
I'm now 35 and old habits die hard. I fap top straight porn, but I still can't get in to straight romance because I can't get over the girl being interested in a guy instead of another girl.