I (FTM) have been dating a trans girl for about a year now and throughout this relationship she has encouraged me to "embrace my non-conformity" by dressing more flamboyantly, partly dying my hair and other things I wouldn't normally do out of my fear of appearing gayden. I haven't been working out as much either since she is very clingy and wants to be with me every hour I'm not working, so now my ass can't fit in my pants.
The past month or so I've been feeling a bit off, a little lethargic perhaps, but I attributed that to my lack of exercise and an increase in alcohol consumption. A few nights a week my girlfriend and I would drink and watch movies. Last night I got pretty drunk and she suddenly she reached in for a kiss. I felt her tongue slip into my mouth deeper than usual. I felt light-heated, and went to the bathroom to throw up but saw a cyan tablet in my vomit.
I got really pissed and started screaming at her. She broke into tears and said she had just switched to sublingual and forgot she had one in when she kissed me, but normally she injects.
She accused me of abusing her and called her friend telling me I beat her (I only lightly pushed her) and her friend came over and picked her up. This morning I went through some of her things and found a bottle of estrogel. I sent her the photo and she said she had ordered it for a friend despite it appearing to have already been opened. Now she's been blowing up my phone with apologies and ILYs but I don't know if I can trust her anymore.

>>40161250 (OP)
Wow, she really sucks. Absolutely break up with her.

>>40161250 (OP)
>GF is force-femming me
:)
>I (FTM)
:(

i am sorry op...

>>40161250 (OP)
liddle pooner she wants you to be her waifu

>>40161250 (OP)
What’s happening in this image

>>40161250 (OP)

Don't think you can trust her? Tf? She's insane. Keep it logical. There are better people than her out there who you can land who won't drug you. Statistically speaking it is not only possible it's common. She is weird in a bad way.

What's stopping you from moving on emotionally?

st4t is a meme, most transbians gave up trying to chase cis lesbians and just see ftms as a different type of lesbian

>>40161250 (OP)
>GF is force-femming me
>I (FTM) have been dating a trans girl
I heard enough.

>>40161250 (OP)
I'm sorry lil pooner, you deserve better than this piece of shit.

>>40161551
ive been informed that ftm’s are a type of lesbian, so im a little confused

>>40161250 (OP)
dude she sounds insane anyone willing to give you prescription medication against your will is crazy and you should probably dump her.

>>40161635
some ftms are lesbian and some are straight men. It's a little tricky at first

>>40161721
There is no such thing as a ftm lesbian quit lyin

>>40161250 (OP)
Honestly this is why I'm afraid of the ST4T relationship. It would be way too easy for either party to push the relationship back to a cishet dynamic and I really don't think I would handle that well.

I'm really scared right now. It's going to be two months until my scheduled for two months from now and I have no idea how much estrogen she's given me. Would it counteract what I was previously injected with? I can't afford to DIY testosterone.

>>40161465
>What's stopping you from moving on emotionally?
I love her.

>>40161277
true, i hope this is larp but if not op should leave

>>40161777
Break up. Now.

Ok but ftms are women so whats wrong with this

>>40162200
Then mtfs are men.

>>40162200
>>40162214
Duh

>>40161777

That's not love. Love isn't just a feeling it's a responsibility and staying with her is irresponsible. It sounds like you might as well let her slip e into your coffee and stay a woman if you're going to romanticize the situation and call this a lovestory. Is that who you are? Maybe that's what you need, you can be the princess in distress and the mtf is your knight in shining armor. What is the point of transitioning your body and not your mind. Get your shit together man.

>>40161777
you'll probably be fine as long as you don't intake anymore. don't let her hear your food and probably sleep somewhere else like a friends couch if you're not gonna dump her and move out rn.

>>40161250 (OP)
if it happened to a cis couple it would be based

>>40161250 (OP)
She doesn't love you for you if she's trying to change you to her preference.
It won't last if you keep transitioning, personal happiness comes first before anyone else's, period. You will never be happy otherwise.
If she's willing to sacrifice your happiness for your own by forcing medication in you, I can't imagine the other manipulative things that she would do.
She sounds co dependent not leaving your side and you overlooking huge fucking red flags shows you are too.

Get out.

>>40161250 (OP)
break up. find someone who will treat you well, you will get over her eventually

GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM HER

>>40161250 (OP)
she absolutely does not see you as a man. leave her as soon as possible. it will likely get worse over the future.

>encouraged me to "embrace my non-conformity"

every time i hear this going to a trans guy, i always believe it's a psyop to try get them to appear more feminine, because the person saying it doesn't view the aydens as male and just a pretentious butch lesbian with "internalized misogyny" who shouldn't dress masculine because said person isn't really attracted to it.

Become really jacked out of spite

Try not being a couple of heterosexuals larping as faggots maybe? Just a wild guess.

>>40163890

Only larp I see is you acting like sexuality is a choice. Just like you can't be conditioned to like slurping down period blood.

>>40161776
because it is a cishet dynamic you fucking retard the second you stop larping

"oh it would be easy for my ABDL relationship to go back to an adult relationship the second i take off the diaper"