I am fundamentally broken and unworthy of love.
>>40165842 (OP)Not my problem little nigga!
>>40165842 (OP)Ok. Anything else you'd like to share?
>>40165883ME AND ALSO MY NAME IS ALSO DAKOTA TOO HAHA WE SHOULD BE FRIENDS AND ALSO IM A WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT TOO
>>40165842 (OP)so am i! whyd you feel the need to post it here tho?
same, but even more so
i dont deserve to exist in public around others
i dont deserve to go to bars, go to see a movie, go to queer spaces, go to the beach, etc...
so thats why on repeat i just stay home, get groceries, ration & stay home, & repeat...
like ive literally been laying in bed for ~6 days now
>>40165842 (OP)trannies will say shit like this and then be the sweetest person youve ever known
>>40165842 (OP)okay im ontologically broken? girl bye-
>>40165896Sometimes I think I should start cutting again but somewhere visible this time.
>>40165902Nobody else and nowhere else to say it to.
>>40165915If I was so sweet and it was the key to being loved then I would have been loved by someone by now. One of the arguments is false.
>>40165963Same difference.
>>40166038Well then what are you waiting for. My permission?
>>40166062>one of the arguments is falsei dunno. i was my ex's first real partner and she was the sweetest person ever. sometimes there's just something else in the way
>>40166118No, you were just asking, so I answered.
>>40166128>sometimes there's just something else in the wayMe being alive.
>>40166181>me being alivethats not in the way, you kind of need that to be able to experience being loved by someone fyi. just letting you know
>>40166208There's nothing about me or my life worth loving. Maybe if I wasn't here someone could take my resources and do better.
>>40165842 (OP)sometimes i've felt the same way nona. i won't tell you how to feel, but i hope you can recognize the positive things you can bring to this world some day :(
>>40165842 (OP)I'll take your word for it.
>>40166336just remember what i said when youre less sad and not hating yourself as much
your worst enemy is yourself, but not in the way you think
take care nonny
>>40166424I've thought about so many different ways and it always comes back to me being broken in a way that makes humans unable to love me.
I've seen at least two other threads saying the exact same thing today. You aren't special. You are just like everyone else.
>>40166431sure but why do you want mine
>>40166439you inherently cannot view yourself without being biased tho, self analysis is hard. idk how else to word this i give up
hell
md5: 8fddd3736305308008e347925f376de4
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>>40165842 (OP)aint we all, how many cycles of samsara are you in for
>>40165842 (OP)and I'm an unrepentant three time Trump voter!
>>40167029So did I and amidst of all the war talk I can feel good about gender butchery for minors finally being banned in my state for good.
>>40165842 (OP)Tranners will say shit like this and then shoot down any chaser who offers them affection
>>40165842 (OP)You are somebody because God doesnโt make any junk
yo id love any of you gays who got a oxy or perc script
>>40168951hold on, let's not get ahead of ourselves now. MAYBE it's real, we don't know that.
>>40168967Because she can't get Chad.
>>40168967Zero love in my life and zero clue how to be worthy of it no matter what I try.
>>40169153I'm trying but I don't see any point in it. The things I want most in life will never be for me.
>>40169137There are hundreds of chasers would sweep you up in a second
>>40169193Not even the chasers want me.
>>40169173Itโs a self fulfilling prophecy
Just literally have a better outlook
>>40169225Whether my outlook was good or bad I still ended up here. I might as well be realistic.
>>40165842 (OP)Focus on yourself first, being desperate for a relationship guarantees that it isn't built on a solid foundation. You will be loved, sometime when you aren't expecting it, it'll happen.
Lock in and your time to shine will come
>>40169766All I can ever do is focus on myself and lock in because I have nobody in my life but me. I do a lot to take care of myself but it never results in interest from others.
>>40169221how you what you look like?
>>40165842 (OP)If you are it's because you are a sad sack and no one likes people who's only personality trait is "poor me my life is so bad" not even trying to be mean I'm totally serious. I dropped a friend recently because I couldn't handle his poor me attitude
>>40175117It's a cruel cycle, isn't it? Being depressed because you're alone, and being alone because you're depressed.