I hate myself so much
Everyone also hates me
I like to buy gifts for people so they like me but they don't really care

I want to die
But before I die I will try to give away everything I own
Including this phone that I am using to post here

>>40167648 (OP)
Ok, what just happened?

>>40167648 (OP)
waow are you me

Im wonddering who asked?

gimme fiddy bux

Based. Misanthropy is the only way. People are less than shit. You should only look out for yourself especially if you are trans or homosexual because you will not bear offspring or ever really be able to love.

Sometimes i miss my mommy tho. I wish she really loved me

>>40167820
I'm just tired

>>40167866
Go innna woods?

>>40167878
No, I'm just killing myself

Imagine some creep autistic tranny you barely ever talked to comes up to you and is like
>hey I bought you this as a gift
And then gives you some retarded shit like an anime tshirt or something. No wonder people don't like it.

>>40167900
No
I buy them nice perfumes and take them out to dinner and pay
I also pay for them to go on trips with me but they all end up disliking me
I went to a psychotherapist and psychiatrist and they both said there's nothing wrong with me
I don't understand

>>40167927
who tf cares why tf you sharing ts

>>40167927
Tell me, who are these people you give gifts too?

>>40167648 (OP)
can u buy me steam game

>>40167927
That sounds like you 100% no doubt are trying to get into their pants. Anyone would think that.

>>40167935
2 Friends back from uni, friends I made at a local trans meet up group I attended and a few friends all the way back from highschool.
All of them want nothing to do with me, it's definitely something wrong with me. They can't all be wrong

>>40167962
I don't and I tell them.
They know I'm trans and asexual

>>40167982
what you do for money how you get a bag?

>>40167982
>I'm trans
Yep, case closed. I have yet to meet one single cis person who isn't repulsed by trannies to some degree. Even if not straight up hate, trannies are fundamentally unlikable and repulsive. People just don't like being near them.

desparation socially repels people typically

>>40168241
although I'd probably feel bad if you were giving me things and paying with your money

I'd totally pretend to be your friend to take advantage of your money while making fun of you behind your back

>>40167648 (OP)
Yes the older you get the less likely you are to have true friends. Find a romantic partner instead university is another good way to have socially engineered matchmaking, which can also be about friends ie sorority or frat or clubs or whatever. These will have many looking to make friends like you just described while in other places you are likely to mostly get “i got 8 friends i already dont have time for”

>>40167982
Be honest, are you fucked?

>>40169134
Mentally yes
I either get abandoned by the people I try to befriend or push away the people I like because I'm too afraid they'll leave me

>>40169316
That is symptom. I mean are you one if those weird fucks who doesnt shower snd meows in public crawling around says weird shit like idk you saw a pet execution on the internet you know that weird shit lol cuz if not, people outgrow each other

>>40169397
>are you one of those weird fucks who doesnt shower and meows in public
Uhhhhh
Not only in public