the worst part of transition is the assumption that i need to be in some way related to cis women. i cant just live my life as an estrofag femme thing, no, i need to exist in some capacity which heterosexuality can comprehend.

i cant work a male job, males wont make accommodations for that, they refuse to extend the same understanding to me they extend to cis women. i cant work a female job because those are for real women, and the weird little fucks insist on their own segregation from everyone else.

enbyism functionally does not exist. if youve got tits the normie thinks youre female, only, if youre trans, also not. you get neither, gender no mans land, but dick therefore man or should be man. why? because all of fucking culture exists to project out this sexual fantasy dressed up as reality that they live in, and we stand out as the unwanted non-participants. at least when i was a gay twink i was ostensibly something they could wank over, something their emotions could process as related to what they are.

i fucking despise them, i hate how nothing gets to exist outside of their shitty frame of reference.

>>40168586 (OP)
Yeah. It hurts. The only way I've found to distract myself from this reality is to be your own boss vocationally and ideally interact with other enbyesque folk when possible rather than cis people.

It won't change until everyone on this board is dead I think, but that was always the case for those that came before. Time to go distract myself some more.

>>40168637
ive lingering thoughts of this but i dont know what the fuck i could do to make money beyond sell ass. etsy markets are more or less crowded out with cis women, my tech skills are rusty from disinterest, idk.

>>40168586 (OP)
>Waaaa I’m incomprehensible
Shut the fuck up

>>40168882
no
this is an imageboard for faggots, i can post what i like as long as its fag related and not nsfw.

>>40168892
You just sound like a whining bitch who is probably jelly they cant get a job and blames it on the cis white heteronormative or whatever other buzzword society you live on

>>40168901
i had a job, i got fired for trooning out rather than getting jacked enough to do other jobs i wasnt hired to do.

>whiny bitch
>buzzword
you sound like a whiny airheaded twink

>>40168917
Well I’m not that at all
But I know you more than I know me

>>40168929
yeah alr then schizo. you can barely string together a point but sure im sure you can penetrate deep into my mind with your psychic twink powers.

we fear what we do not understand, and it stops us from seeing much of the beauty the universe has offered to us

>>40168940
Nah Im just being mean I dont want to be called a schizo