You work hard, get lucky with resources and connections, or you don't. That leaves abandoning yourself. Throw away who you wanted to be and be truly open minded to being someone new, thus rebirth and love. Escapism, or suicide.
***Huggggggggggggg*** That'll have to do. When I think about how embarrassing it is to rp hug someone I think about the fact that we're beholden, as adults, to a certain amount of pain. Not even maturity, but pain, is how most people seperate mature and immature. It's sad.