>be me
>lesbian femcel mother, only exist on accident. No dad, just her and my sister
>punished for being born, and for being born male. Told I'd end up raping and killing people just like dad and locked in my room after school so I wouldn't have any male influence
>try to kill myself when i was 6 because I thought she'd be happy
>want to be a real woman so she'd be happy
>everything bad that happened to me wouldn't have happened if I was born right
>transition at 19, DIY because broke and no insurance. Not out, never going to pass or be good enough for her to think of me as something she'd want to have as a kid instead of a failure of a son but I'm trying
>been on HRT for 6 months
>mother texts me, says she's a theyfab now, he/they, always wanted to be a male
>fuck you fuck you fuck you
>block her number
>why did she hate me for being male when she wants to be one

Why is this my life